Nikt nie powiedział, że dobre decyzje nie będą Cię ranić. 

you make me happy when skies are grey

G.A. Aiken, What a Dragon Should Know

Joyce Carol Oates, Two or Three Things I Forgot to Tell You

David Levithan, The Realm of Possibility

Alice Walker, The Color Purple

Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

We’d said we’d keep in touch. But touch is not something you can keep; as soon as it’s gone, it’s gone. We should have said we’d keep in words, because they are all we can string between us—words on a telephone line, words appearing on a screen.

Elizabeth Berg, Talk Before Sleep

It may be unfair, but what happens in a few days, sometimes even a single day, can change the course of a whole lifetime…

 know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I’m not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.

two possibilities exist: Either we are alone in the Universe or we are not. Both are equally terrifying.

Art and love are the same thing: It’s the process of seeing yourself in things that are not you.

People think dreams aren’t real just because they aren’t made of matter, of particles. Dreams are real. But they are made of viewpoints, of images, of memories and puns and lost hopes.

But how can you miss someone you never had in the first place?

The past is the one thing we are not prisoners of. We can do with the past exactly what we wish. What we can’t do is to change its consequences.

The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.

When someone is in your heart, they’re never truly gone. They can come back to you, even at unlikely times.

It’s so much darker when a light goes out than it would have been if it had never shone.

All endings are also beginnings. We just don’t know it at the time.

a house isn't a home unless it has wifi

And when the night is new.
I’ll be looking at the moon,
But I’ll be seeing you.

"I’m still time zones away from who I was the day before we met

I wait for him. Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. Through each moment I can see infinite moments lined up, waiting."

Sometimes” he starts, “the hardest part about letting someone go is realizing you were never meant to have them"

There were things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So I buried them, and let them hurt me."

"I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I’m living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed."

"First they ignore you, then they ridicule you, then they fight you, and then you win."

"If I could touch anything in the world right now, it would be your heart. I want to take that piece of you and keep it with me."

"Too often the people complain that they have done nothing with their lives and then they wait for somebody to tell them that this isn’t so."

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
11. Does love = sex?
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
22. Are you old fashioned?
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
"Nobody can stop him?
To him I have alway been

Am I the only one bothered by it?
I mean, bothered enough to think about it?

Not listening, but hearing way too much.

I can’t keep doing this to myself, getting my hopes up so high, only to have them come crashing down. I can’t keep waiting for him to come to his senses, having my whole emotional state rest on what he decides. What if he never wakes up to how perfect we’d be together? What if I spend another year pining for him — or longer even? In a terrible flash, I see my future stretching out before me: waiting for his calls, rearranging my life around college visits, and decoding texts and instant messages like they could be something real, something true. This isn’t love; this is pure torment. 

Someday, we’ll run into each other again, I know it.
Maybe I’ll be older and smarter and just plain better. If that happens,
that’s when I’ll deserve you. But now, at this moment, you can’t hook 
your boat to mine, because I’m liable to sink us both. 

“why do bad things happen to good people” i whisper as my internet starts going slow

Sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I’m missing out on right now, and all the people who I’m not close to anymore, and all of the good times that will never happen again, and all the people who meant the world to me who have forgotten about me forever, and I get this awful feeling that’s kind of like a mix between loneliness and nostalgia.

"It is not our silence that is deafening, but all the words underneath it, yelled in our heads.

"And you know what? When you least expect it, something great might come along. Something better than you ever planned for."

my favorite sex position is called the “bored and lonely” its when you sit at home and blog

that awkward stage in a friendship when you’ve talked a few times but you don’t know if you can be an asshole to them yet???

Learning to let go should be learned before learning to get. Life should be touched, not strangled. You’ve got to relax, let it happen at times, and at others move forward with it.

I don’t think there’s anything sadder than when two people are meant to be together and something intervenes."

everyone is getting a boyfriend and you know what im getting

me after running for one minute:i'm still alive, but i'm barely breathing

My life is like a romantic comedy except there’s no romance and It’s just me laughing at my own jokes

too ugly for the people i want
too hot for the people who want me

9 more months of school how cute it’s like school is pregnant with summer wow I can’t wait

When an employee at the McDonald’s drive through asks me how I’m doing, I always ask them back, just in case they need someone to talk to because you never know
Those fries could be salted with tears

  • me: i'm gonna make you mine
  • me: *right click, save image as*

"If you wake up and you’re not in pain, you know you’re dead."

Nie chcę już więcej czekać ani wierzyć w rzeczy, których nie potwierdza życie.

Masz w oczach tyle nieba że kiedy patrzysz na mnie przymykam powieki i przyjmuję jasną hostię twojego spojrzenia

Albo nie umiesz kochać, albo życie tak sprawiło, że o bólu nic nie powiesz i ukryjesz wszystko, nawet miłość."

A co, jeśli nigdy nie pokocham nikogo innego i wciąż będę czekać? 

Natura tak skonstruowała człowieka, że nic mu się bardziej nie podoba niż to, co traci. Niczego bardziej nie pragnie od tego, co mu się odbiera.

Chwilami jest źle, ale poradzę sobie. Przecież kiedyś musi być dobrze.
Nigdy o Tobie nie zapomnę, ale spróbuję nauczyć się żyć bez Ciebie.

If I had a flower for every time I thought of you…I could walk through my garden forever. 

I adore you, despite everything. I will always love you.

How could I not love you? No one has ever affected me like you do. When you told me goodbye last month, I tried to let you go. I told myself it was the best thing for you because you wanted it. But you’re wrong. I’m good for you even if you don’t know it yet. I know because I’ve never been good for anyone before.

 I will not give up because I don’t want to know what I’ll be missing out on, or what could have happened. No matter what, I’m always going to stick around, even if it’s living hell for you. 

does running away from your problems count as exercising

nie wiesz jak to jest kiedy nie masz żadnego nawet najmniejszego powodu by rano wstać i funkcjonować przez jakieś 12 godzin. nie wiesz jak to jest wymuszać uśmiech, by nie było zbędnych pytań. nie wiesz jak to jest patrzeć na swoje własne marzenia, które spełniają się komuś innemu. nie wiesz jak to jest brać oddech z bólem, który przypomina Ci o wszystkim co minęło, więc nie pieprz że mam bajkowe życie, bo nawet jeśli wydaje Ci się że to zwykłe błahostki dla mnie mogą być czymś cholernie ważnym. czymś czego Ty nigdy nie zrozumiesz.

Ale puste wieczory, podczas których teoretycznie może zdarzyć się wszystko, a nigdy nic się nie zdarza, są nie do zniesienia.
~Jerzy Pilch


Zawsze wiedziałam, że któregoś dnia wiatr przywieje mi Ciebie z powrotem

Wszystkie, nawet najmniej znaczące z pozoru decyzje mogą całkowicie odmienić losy ludzi. Do zmiany losu wystarczy mały, malutki kamyczek, o który ktoś się potknie i nawet go nie zauważy.

I mimo wszystko wciąż jesteś osobą, dla której zrobiłabym więcej, niż dla pozostałych.

"Zabawne jak czasem strzępek jakiejś melodii, czasem pojedynczy dźwięk, jakiś zapach, smak czegoś, potrafi przenieść nas daleko w przeszłość."

- Jest w ogóle jakaś miara szczęścia?
- Tak, promile.

wiem, że nigdy między nami nic nie będzie, ale kiedy napiszesz,ciesze się jak głupia i w każdym słowie podświadomie widzę cień nadziei 

możesz teraz czuć tylko dotyk mej nieobecności na swych dłoniach, policzkach i tułowiu. może kiedyś nieświadomie na przystanku nabierzesz w płuca dym nikotynowy, który przed sekundą wypuściłam ze swych płuc. czysta egzystencja.

kiedy rozdawali urodę, ja stałam w kolejce po czołg.

Będę gonić wiatr, dopóki go nie złapię. Będę pić zimne kakao, dopóki nie poparzę ust. Będę o Ciebie walczyć, dopóki mnie nie pokochasz

Gdyby zostały mi trzy sekundy życia powiedziała bym Ci , że Cię Kocham - potem bym znikła , nie słuchając tego jak odpowiadasz , że nie czujesz tego samego.

Napisał.. czułam, że nawet mój telefon był zdziwiony




natural indie & spiritual zone(。・ω・。)ノ☾✿★

When two people meet, each one is changed by the other so you’ve got two new people.

While he lives, he must think; while he thinks, he must dream.

"I love you, even if there isn’t any me, or any love, or even any life. I love you."

"Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says, ‘I’ll try again tomorrow.’"

"You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking how you’ll escape one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present."

Filled with the weight of endless dream

Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead.

We loved with a love that was more than love.

I think I’d miss you even if we never met.

this is my life at the moment.. summed up in eleven words.if you can sum up your life in up to twelve words the most, what would it say?

sending your kid to catholic school is the easiest way to guarantee your kid will not be catholic

getting ready for school in the morning:sits on my bed without a shirt on for 10 minutes thinking about how much I hate school

“238,850.737 miles to the moon and your heart

"You should keep silence, except to say something that is better than a silence."

“Ghosts” by Laura Marling
The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides
submission from tambourinemachine
All the hardest, coldest people you meet were once as soft as water. 

And that’s the tragedy of living.” 

you have to get to know someone really well to realize you’re strangers.\\


just remember by writingsforwinter

"Many people are alive but don’t touch the miracle of being alive."