"Let’s vow to never become the monsters that we are trying to protect ourselves from." // I was there for you, remember that // We always had chemistry, never compatibility.. // if you have to keep guessing where you stand with someone, move on. not knowing is knowing. // too busy watering my own grass to check if yours is greener

sterility:
“ what did it mean to you
2015
”

"Create art out of heartbreaks; it’s the fastest way to heal. Make enough to build a small museum of your beautiful tragedies, and show the world how unbreakable you are."

10 złamanych serc na ścianie - kilka przybitych gwoździami, kilka w ramach

"Art requires philosophy, just as philosophy requires art. Otherwise, what would become of beauty?"



"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings."


"Love is the only war worth dying for."

- Derrick Brown 

"I remember that some time ago

someone told me
“Love is touching souls”
Surely you touched mine
‘Cause part of you pours out of me
In these lines from time to time"


"Don’t spend time beating on a wall, hoping to transform it into a door."

- Coco Chanel 


Yeah you look good but ya soul dont 

i’m such a “look at the sky” “look at the sunset” “look at the moon” stay in the car to listen to the rest of the song typa person




i’ve run out of poetic ways to say i loved you

if u ever see my nipples thru my shirt just know that i know
i kno my concepts i know what im about

concept: time doesn’t exist. you and i are sitting on a bed sharing a smoothie. you think you’re falling in love with me. you’re getting butterflies in your stomach. little do you know that i actually poisoned the smoothie and you start to choke. im running as fast i can with the Russian military yelling in my earpiece but i don’t speak Russian. i realize then that i had also poisoned myself. we are both yelling.

heart: randomly starts beating faster
me: what is it what do you see

yihhkes:
“
”
I haven’t always been good at flirting, but I’ve learned that flirting is all about confidence. I don’t think it’s about being sexy at all; it’s just about having enough confidence to walk up to somebody and have a conversation with them.

why get a boyfriend when you can get a pack of really nice pens






i like to pretend i don’t give a fuck but honestly i don’t think i’ve ever not given a fuck in my whole life

 I just miss you, in a quite simple desperate human way.
virginia woolf.Vita Sackville-West to Virginia Woolf, 21 January, 1926 

cant wait til im 30, on a balcony in a foreign country, drinking wine, wearing nothing but a silk robe, & have filled 18 notebooks

u can fall in love w anybody whether its romantically or not and i think ppl forget that. i think falling in love is jus..knowing that a person heightens your sense of happiness so much that you know you’d be empty without them




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I want to chill but I also want to learn 5 languages

I LOOKED AT HIM AND HE LOOKED AT ME. IN THAT MOMENT HIS EYES WERE A COLOR I’D NEVER SEEN.
I think the scariest thing in this world is you never know someone’s true intentions with you


avoir elle est avoir les étoilés (to have her is to have the stars)


there is nothing rarer and more beautiful than liking every song on an album

I hope you find someone who doesn’t make you sad at night and someone who reminds you how much they love you every day and who laughs at your jokes and wants to listen to your music and who genuinely what’s to be with you and doesn’t make you second guess their love for you. I really hope you find that. Because you deserve that.

I was not put on this earth with the sole purpose of being small and fragile. I was placed here to live a big, full, and vibrant life.

Imagine being snuggled up to the person of your dreams in a warm house next to the fire watching a marathon of your favorite show or movie on a snowy day


and let it be 'something', not 'someone

once you told me that you love me to the moon and back. many months later it turned out that your iniverse is just moonless, so it doesnt make any distance.

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“Love is your quality. Love is not what you do. Love is what you are.”


Image of Bedside View of the World

Image of Fellow Being Radiated By Babe's Orgasm

AlphachannelingAlphachanneling
Alphachanneling

quik:
“  JENNY HOLZERBY YOUR RESPONSE TO DANGERENAMEL ON METAL, HAND-PAINTED SIGN: RED ON WHITE53,3 X 58,4 CM”

adarchives:
“The Face - August 1985
Contributor: Superimpose Studio
”

watchoutforintellect:
“ Anne Sexton - From Small Wire
”

Choosing to love you is choosing to end every hate affair in my life just to make room for you



you have to understand that not everyone will love you the way you love them. that doesn’t make you weak & that doesn’t mean you wasted time


 CHEATING IS WRONG PERIOD THOUGH JUST LEAVE THE PERSON INSTEAD OF ENSUING PSYCHOLOGICAL TRAUMA OKAY THANKS

“r u taken?” yes nigga taken for granted

me: im just worried i wont find someone that loves me for me. i dont want to settle u know?
uber driver: we’re here



there’s so much power in knowing who and what is good or bad for you. place more energy in the good shit. then watch yourself blossom.


Don’t disconnect with yourself in order to connect with someone


coconut oil is the answer

nourish your soul. read a book. educate yourself. don’t lurk on his wall.


Nothing worse than a person that says “it wasn’t my intention to hurt you” OK BITCH but you did


It’s very hard finding a man that wants to love you and grow with you simultaneously. Men want to grow first THEN love you. Women want both.


People that make you feel as if it’s a flaw to love as deeply as you do are not good people. Sensitivity & vulnerability are not weaknesses.

dear-tumb1r:
“Serial Experiments Lain (1998)
”

Image may contain: 1 person, indoor

bedervet:
“ dark pale
”

I’VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT DIDN’T LOVE ME BACK, AND I’VE BEEN LOVED BY SOMEONE THAT I DIDN’T LOVE BACK. AND I DON’T KNOW WHICH IS WORSE: TO BE BROKEN OR TO BREAK ANOTHER SOUL.

PEOPLE CHANGE AND FORGET TO TELL EACH OTHER.


Me: What time does the bus come?
Bus company: it’s a surprise :) 

  • me:
     *mocks parents for not understanding technology*
  • me:
     *has to google how to cook an egg


  • I KNEW I DID FROM THAT FIRST MOMENT WE MET. IT WAS… NOT LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT EXACTLY, BUT - FAMILIARITY. LIKE: OH, HELLO, IT’S YOU. IT’S GOING TO BE YOU.

  • SEX IS GOOD . LOVE IS BETTER . BOTH TOGETHER ARE PERFECT

  • me:
     hello darkness my old friend
  • darkness:
     new phone who dis

  • IF FLOWERS CAN
    TEACH THEMSELVES
    HOW TO BLOOM AFTER
    WINTER PASSES,
    SO CAN YOU.

  • I LOVE YOU, REALLY. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. I’VE NEVER LOVED ANY ONE ELSE THE WAY I LOVE YOU.



  • neukt:
“ Luca and I. Gaia took this.
”


  • I SAW YOU IN COLOUR WHILE YOU SAW ME IN BLACK AND WHITE 
  • ( ZDJĘCIE: JA W SUKIENCE W MIEŚCIE Z PRÓBNIKIEM BARW W RĘCE. KADR ZE MNĄ JEST CZARNO BIAŁY)

  • WHY SHOULD I BE SAD? I HAVE LOST SOMEONE WHO DIDN’T LOVE ME. BUT THEY LOST SOMEONE WHO LOVED THEM.
  • I AM AN INTENSE PERSON. I DON’T DO THINGS HALFWAY. I’M ALL IN OR ALL OUT. YOU EITHER HAVE ALL OF ME OR YOU DON’T GET ME AT ALL.
  • BEFORE I MET HIM, I WOULD DANCE IN THE SHOWER. WHEN HE WAS IN MY LIFE, I WOULD THINK ABOUT SHOWERING WITH HIM. AFTER HE LEFT, I WOULD SIT ON THE GROUND IN THE SHOWER AND CRY. WHEN I GOT OVER HIM, I SHOWERED SO QUICKLY THERE WAS NO TIME FOR DANCING, FANTASIES OR TEARS. SOMEONE CAN INVADE THE SMALLEST PARTS OF YOUR LIFE, YOU WON’T EVEN REALIZE IT UNTIL YOU DANCE IN THE SHOWER AGAIN AND WONDER WHY YOU EVER STOPPED.

  • amo-vintage:
“Leonard Starr
”


  • Barye Phillips by oldcarguy41 on Flickr.

  • Secret Hearts #86 1963





  • Girl’s Love Stories #168

  • 1955 cartoon by Mike Ludlow by totallymystified on Flickr.

  • Stanley Borak by oldcarguy41 on Flickr.

  • Kirby


  • Girl’s Love Stories #160


  • *snifts wine* do i detect a hint of grapes?

  • realbit5h:
“$$
”


  • Jak nauczyć się rysować?

  • Doodle. Jak rysować sukulenty?

  • WACOM BAMBOO

  • YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT I’LL NEVER BE THE GIRL THAT BEGS YOU TO STAY. IF YOU DECIDE TO WALK OUT OF MY LIFE, I MIGHT BE SAD FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT KNOW THAT I’LL NEVER CHASE YOU. I’LL JUST LET YOU GO.
  • Teach me how to gracefully let go of things not meant for me.

  • IT’S EASY TO SAY YOU’RE OVER SOMEONE IF YOU AREN’T SEEING THEM. THE CHALLENGE IS TO LOOK THEM IN THE EYE AND SEE THEIR SMILE AND HEAR THEIR VOICE AND STILL BE ABLE TO SAY “THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT ANYMORE”.

  • I’VE TURNED PEOPLE INTO HOMES, AND I ENDED UP HOMELESS.
  • DON’T EVER PUT YOUR HAPPINESS IN SOMEONE ELSE’S HANDS. THEY’LL DROP IT. THEY’LL DROP IT EVERY TIME.

  • you can’t keep telling me you don’t want to lose me while making no effort to try and keep me

  • As I get older the more I appreciate straight forward people. Like if you’re mad at me I will respect you if you tell me. I don’t understand adults that would rather stomp their feet and use passive aggressive behavior to communicate. Life does not have to be this difficult fam

  • SEDUCE MY MIND AND YOU CAN HAVE MY BODY. FIND MY SOUL AND I’M YOURS FOREVER.

  • my biggest fear is I’m married & my husband says, “let’s cut sugar out of our diet” so I have to leave with the kids in the middle of the night


  • la douleur exquise 
    (n.) the heart-wrenching pain of wanting someone you can’t have


  • THIS IS THE CHEMICAL FORMULA FOR LOVE:
    C8H11NO2+C10H12N2O+C43H66N12O12S2
    DOPAMINE, SERATONIN, OXYTOCIN.
    IT CAN BE EASILY MANUFACTURED IN A LAB, BUT OVERDOSING ON ANY OF THEM CAN CAUSE SCHIZOPHRENIA, EXTREME PARANOIA, AND INSANITY.
    LET THAT SINK IN.

  • “how much coffee do you drink?”
    “oh, not much,” i say, taking a sip of coffee. my hands are shaking. i haven’t slept in 3 days. i can hear colors

  • I WANT TO KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY AND YOUR PARENTS JOBS AND IF YOU EVER HEARD THEM FIGHTING OR HAVING SEX AND IF YOU LOVE YOUR SIBLINGS AND THE WORST FIGHT YOU’VE EVER GOTTEN INTO AND IF YOU LIKE ONE SIBLING MORE THAN THE OTHER AND WHAT YOU WANTED TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP WHEN YOU WERE SEVEN AND YOUR DREAM VACATION AND THE MOST EMBARRASSING THING THAT’S EVER HAPPENED TO YOU AND IF YOU’VE BEEN TO THERAPY AND IF IT HELPED AND THE HARDEST THING YOU’VE EXPERIENCED AND HOW YOU OVERCAME IT AND IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND IF YOU THINK APPEARANCES MATTER IN A RELATIONSHIP OR AT ALL AND YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE AND WHICH BOOKS CHANGED YOUR LIFE AND THE HARDEST YOU’VE EVER CRIED AND WHICH GRANDPARENT YOU LOVED THE MOST AND IF THE WORDS “WE NEED TO TALK” MAKE YOU SICK TO YOUR STOMACH AND WHY AND WHICH HOLIDAY IS YOUR FAVORITE AND WHICH SEASON AND WHICH COLOR AND IF YOU LIKE RAIN AND IF YOU’RE SCARED OF DYING AND IF YOU BELIEVE IN GOD AND IF YOU HAVE ALLERGIES AND TO WHAT AND WHAT YOUR FAVORITE FOOD IS AND RESTAURANT AND IF YOU LIKE TO COOK AND WHETHER OR NOT YOU CARE ABOUT CLEANLINESS AND WHAT YOUR POLITICAL VIEWS ARE AND IF YOU’RE A FEMINIST AND FAVORITE FLOWER AND SONG AND IF YOU’D RATHER OWN A CAT OR A DOG AND IF YOU’D SHAVE OFF ALL YOUR HAIR TO GIVE IT TO A LITTLE GIRL GOING THROUGH CHEMOTHERAPY AND WHERE YOU’D LIKE TO LIVE AND HONEYMOON AND WHAT KIND OF GUM AND CANDY YOU LIKE AND WHAT YOU ACT LIKE WHEN YOU’RE MAD AND IF YOU’D RATHER SOMEONE BUY YOU SILVER OR GOLD JEWELRY OR NEITHER AND WHAT CLIQUE YOU WERE IN IN HIGH SCHOOL AND WHAT YOU THINK YOUR SPIRIT ANIMAL IS AND WHICH FLOWER YOU’D BE AND WHO YOU ADMIRE AND WHICH TRAITS YOU WISH WERE MORE DOMINANT AND IF YOU EVER WORRY YOU’RE A SHITTY PERSON AND WHAT HURT YOU THE MOST AND WHY YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WERE WORTHLESS AND HOW SOMEONE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU’RE SAD AND IF YOU PREFER HUGS OR KISSES AND WHAT YOUR HOUSE LOOKS LIKE AND WHAT YOUR DREAM CAR IS AND WHICH CELEBRITY YOU THINK LIVES THE MOST TRAGIC LIFE AND WHY YOU THINK PEOPLE BECOME SO COLD AND WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT NATURE VS NURTURE AND IF YOU BELIEVE IN HEAVEN AND ALIENS AND MERMAIDS AND REINCARNATION AND THE BIBLE AND WHICH FEELING IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE AND WHAT WAS THE BEST DAY YOU EVER HAD AND WHAT WOULD BE THE BEST DAY AND IF YOU SEE YOURSELF AS THE PROTECTOR OR ONE WHO NEEDS PROTECTING AND HOW YOU DEAL WITH YOUR PAIN AND WHAT YOU WOULD DO IF YOU HAD 100 MILLION DOLLARS AND IF YOU THINK WEALTH AFFECTS PEOPLE’S MORALS AND WHAT GOOD YOU THINK WRITING IS AND IF YOU COULD DO IT ALL OVER, WOULD YOU AND WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE AND WHAT MISTAKE WAS YOUR BIGGEST AND WHICH LANGUAGE YOU WISH YOU SPOKE FLUENTLY AND HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU’VE LOVED AND IF YOU LOVED THE PERSON YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY TO AND IF YOU REALIZE YOU’RE REMARKABLE AND WHAT YOUR ENNEAGRAM IS AND HOW YOU THINK WE COULD IMPROVE THE EDUCATION SYSTEM AND WHAT YOU THINK OF PEOPLE WHO COMMIT SUICIDE AND IF YOU THINK THEY’RE SELFISH AND WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO THEM BEFORE THEY DID IT IF YOU COULD AND WHAT YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY OF YOUR CHILDHOOD IS AND HOW YOU TAKE YOUR TEA OR IF YOU PREFER COFFEE AND WHEN YOU LAST WROTE SOMEONE A HANDWRITTEN LETTER AND WHAT THE BEST GIFT YOU EVER RECEIVED WAS AND WHAT THE BEST PIECE OF ADVICE WAS AND WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED AND IF YOU’RE COMPETITIVE ABOUT BOARD GAMES AND WHICH IS YOUR FAVORITE AND IF YOU FEEL PRESSURED TO SETTLE DOWN AND WHAT YOU NOTICE FIRST IN A PERSON AND WHAT YOUR TOP THREE PET PEEVES ARE AND IF YOU HAVE ANY PHOBIAS AND WHAT YOU’VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO BUT DON’T HAVE THE COURAGE TO GO THROUGH WITH AND WHAT YOU DO WHEN YOU FEEL OVERWHELMINGLY SAD AND IF YOU SKI AND IF PLASTIC SURGERY WAS 100% SAFE AND PAINLESS, WOULD YOU GET IT AND WHERE AND WHY AND WHERE YOU THINK HOME IS AND IF YOU THINK POLITENESS IS IMPORTANT AND WHAT YOU THINK OF INDECISIVE PEOPLE AND IF YOU THINK THERE’S EVER A REASON TO GO TO WAR AND SOMETHING THAT SCARES YOU AND IF YOU BELIEVE IN THERAPY AND WHAT YOU WANT IN LIFE AND WHAT YOU LOOK FOR IN A PARTNER AND WHAT YOU WANT TO CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF AND ABOUT THE WORLD AND WHO YOU WANT TO BE AND WHO YOU ARE. JUST TELL ME WHO YOU ARE.

  • SHE WAS TOO QUIET, OR SHE WAS TOO LOUD. SHE TOOK THINGS TOO SERIOUSLY, OR NOT SERIOUSLY AT ALL. SHE WAS TOO SENSITIVE, OR TOO COLD-HEARTED. SHE HATED WITH EVERY FIBER OF HER BEING, OR LOVED WITH EVERY PIECE OF HER HEART. THERE WAS NO IN-BETWEEN FOR HER. IT WAS EITHER ALL OR NOTHING. SHE WANTED EVERYTHING BUT SETTLED FOR NOTHING.


  • HE TOLD ME I DESERVED THE WORLD BUT HE NEVER ONCE TRIED TO GIVE IT TO ME
  • I DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT YOU BUT I DON’T WANT TO LOSE IT, BECAUSE I’LL NEVER BE ABLE TO FIND IT IN ANYONE ELSE

  • MAYBE WE FEEL EMPTY BECAUSE WE LEAVE PIECES OF OURSELVES IN EVERYTHING WE USED TO LOVE.



  • FROM HERE ON OUT, I AM ONLY INTERESTED IN WHAT IS REAL. REAL PEOPLE, REAL FEELINGS, THAT’S IT, THAT’S ALL I’M INTERESTED IN.

  • WHEN NOBODY ELSE CELEBRATES YOU, LEARN TO CELEBRATE YOURSELF. WHEN NOBODY ELSE COMPLIMENTS YOU, THEN COMPLIMENT YOURSELF. IT’S NOT UP TO OTHER PEOPLE TO KEEP YOU ENCOURAGED. IT’S UP TO YOU. ENCOURAGEMENT SHOULD COME FROM THE INSIDE.

  • I’M GOING TO TELL YOU WHAT A DEMON ONCE TOLD ME: IT IS OKAY TO WANT YOUR OWN HAPPINESS. IT’S OKAY TO CARE ABOUT YOURSELF THE MOST. IT’S OKAY TO DO WHAT’S HEALTHY FOR YOU. WHEN SOMEONE HITS YOU, IT’S OKAY TO HIT BACK AND THEN ASK THEM WHAT THE HELL THEY EXPECTED. IT’S OKAY. YOU ARE NOT OBLIGATED TO SIT THERE AND SMILE AND SWALLOW EVERY BIT OF SHIT EVERYONE HEAPS ON YOU. YOU ARE MORE THAN FURNITURE, YOU’RE MORE THAN WINDOW DRESSING, YOU’RE NOT THEIR SHINY TOY. YOU’RE HUMAN, AND YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY “THAT WAS SHITTY OF YOU”. YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO SAY “LET ME FEED THAT BACK TO YOU; TELL ME, HOW DOES IT TASTE?” YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO PROTEST YOUR OWN MISTREATMENT AND SET BOUNDARIES FOR RESPECTFUL INTERACTIONS. THE REST OF THE WORLD DOESN’T REALIZE YOU HAVE THIS RIGHT, AND THEY WILL ACT OFFENDED AND APPALLED WHEN YOU EXERCISE IT, BUT IT IS YOURS.

  • I AM SO SORRY TO ALL THE PEOPLE I HURT WHILE I WAS HURTING.

  • I TRIED SO HARD. YOU KNOW THAT, RIGHT? I TRIED HARDER THAN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE. NOW, HERE I AM, TRYING MY BEST JUST TO FORGET EVERYTHING. EVERY PIECE OF YOU. THE WAY YOU SMELL, THE FEEL OF YOUR SKIN. I CAN STILL FEEL YOU, I THINK I ALWAYS WILL.

  • I KNOW PEOPLE COME AND GO BUT IT STILL HURTS WHEN THEY DO.
  • I DON’T THINK PEOPLE LOVE ME. THEY LOVE VERSIONS OF ME I HAVE SPUN FOR THEM, VERSIONS OF ME THEY HAVE CONSTRUED IN THEIR MINDS. THE EASY VERSIONS OF ME, THE EASY PARTS OF ME TO LOVE.

  • malyshevel:
“http://malyshevel.tumblr.com/
”


  • I HATE TO SAY IT, BUT SHIT REALLY DOES HAPPEN. YOU JUST HAVE TO GET OVER IT. BEAT THE HELL OUT OF IT BY DOING THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY.




  • Forgive yourself for accepting less than you deserved - but don’t do it again.

  • I must learn to love the fool in me - the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.

  • i keep meeting guys who become obsessed with me one minute, in the beginning, and then all of a sudden 100% ignore me. i don't know what i'm doing wrong. i'm being aloof, but not unkind, i'm making an effort with my appearance, i'm DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT AND YET THEY STILL DROP LIKE FLIES I HATE BOYS

  • if you’re doing something wrong, so are each of my single girlfriends and every girl who writes me here and me in the past and if that’s the case we should all get together and figure out collectively what our problem is…oh yeah, it’s BOYS

  • happens all the time, they fall for your looks not your personality and make up a personality for you based on what they want, then when you are you they fuck off. its just men being simpletons. you will find a good one though its just something you will go through first

  • You played me like you would your game, boy
    But we’re not the same, boy
    And you get what you give, you’re playing with karma
    Playing with my heart
    You’re playing with fire

  • See, we were never about butterflies.
    We’ve always been about burning stars. 
    All about us is unearthly and radiant.

  • …because people who talk about their dreams are actually trying to tell you things about themselves they’d never admit in normal conversation. It’s a way for people to be honest without telling the truth

  • i think i am finally learning that instead of trying to put together the pieces of something that probably wasn’t even all that wonderful to start with you need to get out there and see what you are drawn to, what makes you feel alive, who you can laugh with. That’s what love is. It isn’t about simply never giving up on someone who can’t make their fucking mind up about what they want or romanticising those that have hurt you. 

  • I’ve always said this. Love is deliberate. Love is a conscious decision.

  • i am not sure if i am drunk on whiskey or nostalgia or whether i am just one of those people for who the romance of an idea always precedes the reality. i know i think about things a lot. Perhaps too much for my own good. Where most people see a flat piece of paper i see a fucking origami crane.

  • You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her. Because you don’t destroy people you love.

  • You can fall in love with someone in the twilight, know you love them by starlight and by first light realise that it cannot be.


  • A lot of people ask me what my biggest fear is, or what scares me most. And I know they expect an answer like heights, or closed spaces, or people dressed like animals, but how do I tell them that when I was 17 I took a class called Relationships For Life and I learned that most people fall out of love for the same reasons they fell in it. That their lover’s once endearing stubbornness has now become refusal to compromise and their one track mind is now immaturity and their bad habits that you once adored is now money down the drain. Their spontaneity becomes reckless and irresponsible and their feet up on your dash is no longer sexy, just another distraction in your busy life.
    Nothing saddens and scares me like the thought that I can become ugly to someone who once thought all the stars were in my eyes.
    this fucks me up every single time
    I never expected this to be my most popular poem out of the hundreds I’ve written. I was extremely bitter and sad when I wrote this and I left out the most beautiful part of that class.
    After my teacher introduced us to this theory, she asked us, “is love a feeling? Or is it a choice?” We were all a bunch of teenagers. Naturally we said it was a feeling. She said that if we clung to that belief, we’d never have a lasting relationship of any sort.
    She made us interview a dozen adults who were or had been married and we asked them about their marriages and why it lasted or why it failed. At the end, I asked every single person if love was an emotion or a choice.
    Everybody said that it was a choice. It was a conscious commitment. It was something you choose to make work every day with a person who has chosen the same thing. They all said that at one point in their marriage, the “feeling of love” had vanished or faded and they weren’t happy. They said feelings are always changing and you cannot build something that will last on such a shaky foundation.
    The married ones said that when things were bad, they chose to open the communication, chose to identify what broke and how to fix it, and chose to recreate something worth falling in love with.
    The divorced ones said they chose to walk away.
    Ever since that class, since that project, I never looked at relationships the same way. I understood why arranged marriages were successful. I discovered the difference in feelings and commitments. I’ve never gone for the person who makes my heart flutter or my head spin. I’ve chosen the people who were committed to choosing me, dedicated to finding something to adore even on the ugliest days.
    I no longer fear the day someone who swore I was their universe can no longer see the stars in my eyes as long as they still choose to look until they find them again.

  • Highly sensitive people are too often perceived as weaklings or damaged goods. To feel intensely is not a symptom of weakness, it is the trademark of the truly alive and compassionate. It is not the empath who is broken, it is society that has become dysfunctional and emotionally disabled. There is no shame in expressing your authentic feelings. Those who are at times described as being a ‘hot mess’ or having ‘too many issues’ are the very fabric of what keeps the dream alive for a more caring, humane world. Never be ashamed to let your tears shine a light in this world.Anthon St. Maarten   (via wordsnquotes)


  • this is why we call people exes, i guess - because the paths that cross in the middle end up separating at the end


  • I’m worth so much more than the way you made me feel.

  • Communicate. Even when it’s uncomfortable or uneasy. One of the best ways to heal, is simply getting everything out.

  • It’s no good pretending that any relationship has a future if your record collections disagree violently or if your favorite films wouldn’t even speak to each other if they met at a party.

  • hisandherquotes:
“ (18+)
”

  • You will never be too much for someone who can’t get enough of you.

  • Don’t waste your words on people who deserve your silence. Sometimes the most powerful thing you can say is nothing at all.

  • Perhaps the hardest thing about losing a lover is   
    to watch the year repeat its days

  • You have the biggest heart. It is your greatest quality and probably also your biggest flaw

  • If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don’t you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can’t think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you’re supposed to read? Do you think every thing you’re supposed to think? Buy what you’re told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you’re alive. If you don’t claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned. 

  • i shouldn’t have let him come back, i cried on the floor of my shower every day for three months spitting his name onto my knees and when he texted me i let him come back, i let him crawl inside of my body just to tear himself out again when he decided that i was a little too much to handle, and i can’t even hate him for it, i should have just said no, should have said that he hurt me too badly, you would never get back into a totaled car that broke all of your ribs and try to drive it again, it’s damaged beyond repair, you can’t fix it anymore, you have to just let it go, and i didn’t let him go

  • tbh all i want is a boy who lets me wear his jumpers and feeds me burritos in bed

  • how to get over a breakup 
    1. run a half marathon, because he certainly couldn’t
    2. tell him you moved to sydney
    3. block him and the girl whose necklace you found in his bedroom on all forms of social media 
    4. forgive him 
    5. stop dropping him into conversation
    6. rebound relationship which ends on amicable terms because there was no click (you thought about him when you kissed rebound be honest)
    7. find someone else to drunk call
    8. still cry about it occasionally when you hear a song by a band you saw together
    9. be ok most of the time 
    10. stop hoping you’ll meet in a coffee shop in a faraway city somewhere and give it another shot
    11. listen to ta-ku’s songs to break up to multiple times
    12. be ok

  • The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on. If you can change the way people think. The way they see themselves. The way they see the world. You can change the way people live their lives. That’s the only lasting thing you can create. Chuck Palahniuk

  • I was so sentimental about you I’d break any one’s heart for you. My, I was a damned fool. I broke my own heart, too. It’s broken and gone. Everything I believe in and everything I cared about I left for you because you were so wonderful and you loved me so much that love was all that mattered. Love was the greatest thing, wasn’t it? Ernest Hemingwa

  • he stares at me like he is going to kiss me, he doesn’t, but for a second i want him to, when you look into someones eyes for long enough you start to see every time they’ve hurt, all of the nights they drank too much, all of the times they laughed so hard that their sides ached, and you can almost love them, almost, you can almost feel them all around you, but once you break the gaze it all disappears, and you realize that the two of you weren’t cut out for this type of thing, and you can’t pretend that you are

  • Take a deep breath and remember… life is ever changing! People will come in and out, but you have your health and so does your love!! You will get over it in time, and you will also fall deeper than you ever have before with someone new. Be thankful for life, be thankful you are both strong and beautiful and throw yourself into your passions.
    It’s ok to miss them, it’s ok to be sad, but use it to inspire you!



  • Lubię się z Tobą spotykać, bo budzisz we mnie smutek
  • Smutek budzi we mnie inspirację
  • Inspiracja budzi we mnie potrzebę tworzenia
  • Dzięki temu, że tworzę mam później co niszczyć.
  • A niszczenie sprawia, że smutek znika.
  • I musimy spotkać się ponownie.

  • Why should women be responsible for male desire?

  • But at some point you have to stop being so angry, you have to stop being so sad, you have to stop killing yourself and start being gentle with yourself. At some point you have to just let it all go and be happy, you have to spread love instead of being afraid of it. You have to love yourself and everyone around you before its too late. Dont waste away being unhappy over trivial things dear. Dont do it. Dont do it to yourself and dont let other people do it to you. 

  • Everyone’s allowed to be in love with the wrong person at some point. In fact, it’s a mistake not to be.

  • A phone holds a thousand memories. Not just in the hundreds of pictures that could tell my story, but in my music, in the text messages and the ones I never sent, in my voice memos, in the games I play to pass the time away secretly waiting to hear from you, in the way my ear presses against the glass just to hear your voice, in the way my lips teased the phone talking to you and whispering to you late at night and yelling at you because really I just missed you so fucking much and I’m sorry for crying while there wasn’t anything you could do… but most of all, in all the silence of our slightly opened lips desperately begging it to just say how we really feel for each other. A phone remembers the silence it had to endure between people

  • You can’t go back. You can never go back to that place, to that time, to that person you were back then. And even if you do, it won’t be the same. And you know what, it’s okay. You’ll make new memories and you’ll go on as you always have. Because you have to. Because that’s life

  • Letting go doesn’t mean forgetting or whitewashing the other person’s behavior. It means protecting ourselves from the corrosive effects of staying stuck.

  • Get excited about the little things. About wearing a new outfit for the first time. About Sunday brunches with your best friends. About the new cute guy in your class. About finding an extra dollar in your pocket. About anything that even remotely makes you happy

  • why am  i still listening to the playlists you made me

  • With her, it was all or nothing. She observed you, carefully, thoroughly, and made her choice. She had high standards and a myriad of character tests; but if you made the cut, her love was warm and all-encompassing like a much-needed bath. She made you vulnerable, but she was trustworthy. You could tell her your darkest secrets and deepest wishes without questioning yourself. She cleaned out your wounds with sharp eyes and intuition, and you healed. But eventually you get out of the tub and head out to get dirty again. She was left with a heart half-loved and dirty water. 


  • We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and we could give it another shot.

  • how do you deal with unrequited love? and i don't mean just a crush (although those hurt too)
    i ignore and bottle up all of my romantic problems until one night i send the person i’m still in love with a long winded email about how i’m still in love with them… and then i try to move on… maybe make some jokes on the internet… until one day they send me an email apologizing for being such a dick… and then you just figure out how to not cry in public anymore but no, it doesn’t really get that much better, you just learn how to deal with it better over time 
    if you’re lucky someone really awesome will come along that likes you back and you’ll wonder why you ever felt the way you did before
    i’m not there yet but i’m hopeful!
    good luck
  • I don’t need alcohol to make bad decisions


    • ME: i don't even care. i'm not going to talk about this anymore.
    • ME: and you know what else? [2000 word rant]


  • I went crazy when I was with you. I can’t let that happen again. Love is not supposed to do that. You made me go mad. 

  • Miss someone until they come back, or until you come back, until their absence in your life becomes something to be avoided at all costs. Miss them until you don’t have to anymore, until you’re reunited in your favorite booth in your favorite restaurant ordering your favorite meal, miss them until it feels like you never left. Or miss them until you can’t anymore, until the things you miss are identified and cataloged as things and not a person, until you figure out that easy company and long talks and unblinking, all-knowing eye contact will find you again the way they found you the first time. Miss someone until you don’t.Stephanie Georgopulus, How To Miss Someone


  • Don’t ask for guarantees. And don’t look to be saved in any one thing, person, machine, or library. Do your own bit of saving, and if you drown, at least die knowing you were heading for shore.Fahrenheit 451, Ray Bradbury

  • I can’t fucking share someone, god dammit I’m one selfish person. I want one person all to my self, their laughs and tears, I want to be the first person they tell when something happens, good and bad, I want to piss them off at 2pm, make up for it at 6pm, and to save them at 2am. I need some one all to my self or not at all. I saw that you still follow her when you said it was nothing

  • Maybe it won’t work out. But maybe seeing if it does will be the best adventure ever.


  • Image may contain: 1 person, night

    Image may contain: 2 people

    Image may contain: 1 person, night and indoor

    Image may contain: 1 person

    Image may contain: 1 person, outdoor

    A man that wants you will make time for you. Always.

    the holy trinity: beauty of the mind, richness of the spirit, tenderness of the heart.
    Women aren’t picking the wrong men. Lots of y'all men are manipulative and show your true colors when you can’t get what you want.
    I either put my all into something or I don’t care at all

    if another girl has your attention, leave me alone

    I respect a man who is vocal. Tell me why you’re into me. Tell me why I pissed you off & tell me how I can fix it. Tell me everything. Talk.

    Delete their number and drink plenty of water, watch your skin clear up

    shout out to me in 5 years…hope shes doing something cool i’m rooting for her




    I am so content with staying in and watching movies all night. I’m a grandma at heart.


    You have two homes: earth + your body.  Take care of them.


    If you showed me good music i will never forget you



    take me to wonderland, let me be your next Alice.

    i’m the friend that constantly gases you up and reminds you that you’re too good for his mediocre ass

    a man: hey
    me: that’s enough

    how to build self confidence?
    stare at yourself in the mirror naked a lot. then dressed up. take selfies when you’re feelin good. compliment others. accept, then love.

    hyperfem:
“In case no one told you today! Happy Saturday ✨ #HyperFem (at Los Angeles, California)
”

    hoe tips from urs truly:
    • masturbate before going out, it relieves nerves and leaves your skin looking nice and glowy
    • perfume evaporates faster from dry skin, put vaseline on ur pulse points before using sprays to make the scent last longer
    • some more blowjob/cunni proof lipsticks: armani rouge ecstasy, benetint lip stain, maybelline color sensational lip stain, and nyx matte lip cream
    • use conditioner to shave. it smells nice, doesn’t clog ur razor like oils/creams do, prevents burns and bumps, and leaves legs feeling soft and smooth
    • ashy? no lotion? conditioner also works as a moisturizer in a pinch  
    • always soften ur skin with a hot towel before tweezing/shaving to prevent irritation
    • don’t use baby oil if u use condoms, it deteriorates the latex 
    • ALWAYS pull skin taut before waxing anything, even if someone is doing it for u, u gotta hold that skin and make it tight 
    • chances of queefing 500% increase if youre being hit from the back, arch ur back to prevent this

    -if ur cold but still wanna wear a hoe ass outfit, get one of those lil hand warmers, wrap some tissue around it and stuff it in ur bra. it’ll keep u warm. u can also use those lil sticky heating pads under your clothes

    -clean your room before you do anything. put away your clothes, change your sheets, vacuum, wipe down and clear off any desks,night stands, dressers,etc. then light a candle or incense and dim your lights  it’s hard to relax in a dirty room and cleaning can help reduce stress. 
    -put your phone on don’t disturb and turn your ringer off. don’t let anybody get in the way of your time. you’ll be less stressed if you have the whole house to yourself, also.
    -do a hot oil treatment on your hair. avocado oil, jamacian black castor, and sweet almond are all good choices. find a mix of oils you like best, apply to your hair from top to bottom, and slap on a plastic shower cap or plastic bag.
    -put on a mask. i recommend a clay mask or a sheet mask. i like the morrocan red clay or the aztec healing clay masks. 
    -run a hot bath. you can add: epsom salts (the dr.teals brand makes a good lavender scented epsom salt meant for sleep & relaxation) bubble bath, almond or olive oil, rose petals, lavender buds, ground ginger (will make you super warm and make you sweat so be mindful of that) green tea bags, milk, or oatmeal.
    -try listening to something relaxing while you’re in the bath. nothing too loud or over stimulating. i like TED talks (although i would avoid listening to any talks that are centered around stressful topics like politics, disease, poverty, etc.) or guided meditation can help take your mind off things.
    -when you’re done with your bath drain the tub and run a shower. rinse/take off the mask, wash your hair, and exfoliate, especially if you plan on shaving. i like using exfoliating gloves. you can also use a korean italy towelafrican sponge or salux cloth. these help exfoliate the skin and get you baby soft. make sure you scrub your feet too! try using a good smelling body wash as well, here are some good ones 1 2  3  4
    -when you finish washing up in the shower, rub an oil all over yourself before you get out. any moisturizing oil will work, whether it’s olive, coconut, sweet almond, whatever works. if you don’t want to use oil you can also use nivea’s in shower body lotion, or you can use lush’s body conditioner.
    -when you get out, dry off and moisturize. use a body butter (diy recipe here!) or whatever moisturizing lotion you have on hand. i also like spraying myself with rose water at this point because it feels & smells nice. put on some comfy pajamas (walmart always has cheap comfy pajamas & socks!) and chill.
    -at this point do whatever. watch tv, listen to music, paint your nails, do your hair, write in your journal, take a nap, whatever is relaxing to you. take a load off and recoup. you deserve it 💜

     don’t settle. ever. whether it’s people or things. know your worth.
    - don’t be catty or messy. focus on yourself. getting into fights and having beef with other women/people is really tacky.
    - being a bad bitch doesn’t mean you’re mean. keep it cute and be polite and respectful, even to those you don’t necessarily don’t care for. being rude is corny.
    - pamper yourself always. keep yourself up, look good for your own damn self.
    - don’t let anybody waste your time bc it’s precious and contrary to what you may think, you don’t have much of it. 
    - YOU are your best support system. take care of yourself. be your #1 supporter.
    - as a woman, you are often told to see other women as competition. stop thinking that way. look at the beauty in other women, and soon you will start to see beauty in yourself. build healthy relationships with women. sisterhood is so important.
    - do not prioritize a man over everything else. a man is not your world. he just lives in it.
    - success is the best revenge. 
    - don’t catch feelings for just anybody. your love and care is sacred,and for you to take it there with somebody, they gotta earn that shit. don’t fuck with anybody who doesn’t respect you and see your worth. stop fucking around with bum ass people that don’t give af about you.
    - don’t let ANYBODY disrespect you. don’t take shit from anybody.
    - don’t let anybody play you like you’re stupid. trust your gut, if you feel like you’re getting played, trust your instinct.


    THREE THINGS YOU DON’T DO:
    1. BEG FOR ANYONE TO STAY IN YOUR LIFE.
    2. BEG FOR ANYONE TO TALK TO YOU.
    3. BEG FOR ANYONES ATTENTION.


    Dont start fallin in love just because somebody showing you a little bit of attention

    'najłatwiej utrzymać zainteresowanie nie mówiąc za dużo
    deficyt jest zawsze lepszy od nadmiaru

    i’m not even married but still… i’m the cutest wife








    deadass!!!

     love randomly sending my man naughty little messages when i know he’s in the middle of doing something civilised, like, having brunch with his mother.

    indigo-cchild:
“ jehovahhthickness:
“Everybody is replaceable.
”
Learned this the hard way 🙃
”

    frenchquartz:
“https://instagram.com/p/BKZSY3Pja5e/
”

    Museum on the free day, Netflix foreign film theatre (like set up your room like a theatre tho and have popcorn and candy), walk in a park, picnic, nature trail walk, walk around the thrift store and point out funny things, go to the bookstore, stay in and paint or use colored pencils together, walk around IKEA, sleepover, drive around and talk
    go to the beach, go to the pool, go to a basketball court and watch people play, invite someone over for you to cook for them

    thoughtsofaddiction:
“ nourrice:
“ theryanproject:
“ atasteoflee:
“ shesuchaweirdo:
“💀
”
Just now!
”
@th0t-p0cket ”
I am really gonna kms
”
Vol 6
”

    😭

    ludzie nigdy nie mówią nic wprost, używają powodu zastępczego, aby coś wytłumaczyć. Dopiero przy trzeciej, czwartej rozmowie przypadkiem napomkną czasami coś na temat prawdziwej przyczyny.
    Np. jesteś z chłopakiem na domówce. Okno w salonie jest owarte na oścież, wszystkim jest gorąco. Szepcze Ci na ucho 'kochanie, chodźmy już, bo czuję, że coś mnie bierze, jest mi tutaj tak zimno'.
    Rzucasz okiem na otwarte okna. Fatycznie - chłodne powietrze wpada do wnętrza coraz intensywniej, a pijanemu towarzystwu jest coraz cieplej i otwierają kolejne okna.

    Zdrowie jest najważniejsze, więc wychodzicie. Z resztą nie zależało Ci specjalnie, żeby zostać.

    Nigdy nie powie Ci, że tak naprawdę nawet przy -20 nie narzekałby na chłód, ale chciał opuścić to miejsce, bo jedną z obecnych była dziewczyna, z którą flirtował 2 lata temu i nigdy do końca się z niej nie wyleczył. Bał się, że jeśli coś wypije, trudniej będzie ukryć jego fascynację. 

    Nie powiedział prawdy, bo nie musiał. Nie przyznał się, bo za szczerość ponosi się konsekwencje. Z resztą po co miałby ranić swoją partnerkę, skoro zaistniała wygodna droga omijania cierpienia? 

    Faceci podczas rozstania często słyszą 'nie możemy już być razem, bo byłeś dla mnie za dobry.' Za dobry? Brzmi zabawnie, prawda? To tak jakby usiąść przed czekoladowym tortem i powiedzieć 'nie zjem go, bo jest za smaczny' - to zdanie aż emanuuje kompletnym brakiem wewnętrznej logiki. 
    C'mon -  każde ciasto powinno być smaczne, tak samo jak każdy facet, z którymi wchodzimy w poważniejszą relację powinien być dobry. Oczywista sprawa. Co się natomiast stanie, kiedy dodamy przed tymi przymiotnikami 'za' ? Czy pozytywne cechy można przedawkować? Nie, bo kiedy dodamy do nich ten krótki przedrostek zmieniają całkowicie znaczenie. W byciu 'za dobrym' wcale nie o nadmiar dobroci chodzi. Chodzi o deficyt innych cech. 
    Pod wytłumaczeniem 'za dobry' przynajmniej w kontekście faceta najczęściej kryją się zarzuty pokroju 'nie potrafiłeś nigdy krzyknąć, że jesteś o mnie zazdrosny, dać mi w łóżku klapsa, podjąć za mnie decyzji zamiast ciągle pytać mnie o zdanie". 
    Tak więc w kobiecym języku 'za dobry' = 'za mało męski, zbyt uległy, za mało spontaniczny; za mało dominujący'.
    Oczywiście generalizuję, bo każda kobieta ma swój własny słownik i potrzebowałaby swojego własnego tłumacza, który zająłby się translacją. 

    Każdy z Nas odgrywa jakąś rolę, której się kurczowo trzyma - relacja z każdym człowiekiem to inna bajka. W każdej z nich jesteśmy kimś zupełnie innym, i wcielamy się w inną postać. 
    Przyjaźniłam się kiedyś z mężczyzną, który przyjął, że mimo pozornie niedużej różnicy wieku (8 lat - niewiele, jak na dzisiejsze czasy. Wciąż za mało, żebym mogła nazywać siebie lolitą, eh) zawsze jest tym 



     If you see beauty in something, don’t wait for others to agree. 
    1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

    2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable. 

    3. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else. 

    4. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

    5. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

    6. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

    7. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

    8. organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

    9. have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

    10. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

    11. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

    13. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything. 

    14. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

    15. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you. 


    mleko i miód obniżają podczas grypy gorączkę. Ale niech tytuł książki Rupi Kaur nikogo nie zmyli - ona tę gorączkę podwyższy. Piękna.



    prevsad:
“-
”


    YOU DO NOT NEED ANOTHER HEART TO MAKE YOURS BEAT, DESPITE POPULAR MISCONCEPTION.


    BE ALONE. EAT ALONE, TAKE YOURSELF ON DATES, SLEEP ALONE. IN THE MIDST OF THIS YOU WILL LEARN ABOUT YOURSELF. YOU WILL GROW, YOU WILL FIGURE OUT WHAT INSPIRES YOU, YOU WILL CURATE YOUR OWN DREAMS, YOUR OWN BELIEFS, YOUR OWN STUNNING CLARITY, AND WHEN YOU DO MEET THE PERSON WHO MAKES YOUR CELLS DANCE, YOU WILL BE SURE OF IT, BECAUSE YOU ARE SURE OF YOURSELF.
    — BIANCA SPARACINO

    I respect a man who is vocal. Tell me why you’re into me. Tell me why I pissed you off & tell me how I can fix it. Tell me everything. Talk.



    i love my solitude but i was meant to be a lover




    my common sense is on holiday

    wiem, ze znajdziesz kiedyś kobietę, którą pokochasz,
    będziesz jej robił śniadania do łóżka
    oddawał tego mniej przypalonego tosta i oblewał go ketchupem
    będziesz przeczesywał palcami jej piękne długie włosy
    dolewał do jej kieliszka wina
    pieprzył tak mocno i tak często, że sąsiedzi zainwestują w wyciszanie ścian
    oddasz jej większą część swojej kołdry
    i większą część serca.
     i czuję równocześnie niesamowite szczęście i ogromny smutek, 
    że tą kobietą nie będę ja. 

    you can't make it feel right
    when you know it's all wrong

    i was just a tiny place stuck on your huge map and you visited me from time to time. I was a lovely place but I wasn't your destination. So I hope you'll find a place to cry for, someplace to try for, a place to die for. and I'm both extremely happy and terribly sad that it won't be me. 


    when you stop talking to people, stop talking about them too
    Platonic love is not a runner up to romantic love. Platonic love isn’t second place. Platonic love isn’t less real, less valid or less powerful than romantic love. Don’t let your platonic love take a back seat to romantic love.







    deergodareyouthere:
“ Margaret Atwood, from Power Politics, 1971
”

    yellowblog:
“とらきちさんのツイート: “スリッパン買った https://t.co/6OOJzAQMWi” ”

    “It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are.”


    1. french films: walking to the train eye contact sex sex sex food sex smoking crying when you ate me out i loved you why am i crying fin


    aseaofquotes:
“Toni Morrison, Song of Solomon
”

    magictransistor:
“Filippo Balbi. A Head of Writhing Corpses, Testa Anatomica. 1854.
”

    “Heartbreak was my greatest teacher.
It taught me that death is possible without dying.”

    I don’t regret loving you. But your love came with a lot of pain and a lot of hurt. I lost count of all the times I cried myself to sleep. I lost count of all the time I made you upset. We made wonderful memories together but we also caused each other a great deal of heartache and headaches. Along the way we lost each other in the twists and turns we were not expecting. If I could go back to the day I met you, I would never have crossed the street to say hello, not because I regretted meeting you or loving you but because I would have saved us from a great deal of suffering this loved caused us.

    “I don’t love her any more, either. I don’t know. I do and I don’t. It varies. It fluctuates.”


    “If you can’t explain it to a six year old, you don’t understand it yourself.”

    june–10tth:
“
”

    attachment is an illusion. you don’t need anyone or anything. you think you do but you don’t



    Some loves don’t survive and never will.
    But that’s okay.
    Some things don’t have to last forever to be beautiful, right?

    Love isn’t good,
    love isn’t bad.
    It’s everything in between.
    It’s everything after,
    and before.
    Love is the purest,
    and the evilest
    force in the world.
    Love is everything.





































    image

    dario-moschetta-04

    I got a heart full of earth and a head full of sky. 



    ❝ Our job is to love people. When it hurts. When it’s awkward. When it’s uncool and embarrassing. Our job is to stand together, to carry the burdens of one another and to meet each other in our questions. ❞


    i want history museums i want art galleries i want forests i want waterfalls i want oceans i want long car drive i want concerts i want book stores i want rooftops i want star gazing i want to travel i want to feel


    ❝ Sweetheart I’ve been frightfully busy but you know I have thought of you every minute ❞

    if you love somebody they turn into a god 
    but you can’t control what kind of god they turn into 

    ebtcard:
“ https://www.instagram.com/p/BLuoRllgR3V/
”

    2017 is the year of skincare and communication

    LOVE occurs beyond GOOD and EVIL. LOVE is a genetic need. LOVE is an altered state of consciousness. LOVE is a hard drug. LOVE is a mental disease. LOVE is a game of power. LOVE is to surpass one’s self. LOVE is a blinding light. LOVE is sperm, fluids and tears."  - an official synopsis of 

    wethinkwedream:
“Soft Human by Emery Allen
”

    Don’t wait for it…Create a world, your world. Alone. Stand alone. Create. And then the love will come to you, then it comes to you.


    We know too much, and feel too little." 

    Don’t disconnect with yourself in order to connect with someone





    i’m not waiting for the sun to shine; 
    the light, it comes from me.

    "Love is a state of being. Your love is not outside, it is deep within you. You can never lose it, and it cannot leave you. It is not dependent on some other body, some external form. In the stillness of your presence, you can feel your own formless and timeless reality as the unmanifested life that animates your physical form. You can then feel the same life deep within every other human and every other creature. You look beyond the veil of form and separation. This is the realization of oneness. This is love." 

    Repeat after me:
    My body is not wrong, or ugly, too big or too thin, too pale or too dark, too broken or too strong. It is the vessel of a precious life and that is enough.

    "You’ve read this somewhere. 
    Somewhere with your eyes closed. 
    On salmon coloured walls, 
    with the shades half drawn,
    and the light of a universe 
    oceaning in. The pink 
    overturns the clocks and clouds 
    move slower and everything 
    is always felt but nothing 
    is ever 
    ever 
    touched. 
    And it rains, sometimes. 
    It rains underneath the walls, 
    when I walk in. 
    A thoughtful, 
    approaching thunderstorm,
    
who only believes in dreams." 

    peaceful-moon:
“ i figured out what is missing from my life
”


    I just wanna meet more drifty, dreamy people who keep their souls watered and their minds fed. 

    listening to ur old favourite songs is a spiritual experience. take me back take me back take me back

    be poetic. if you find the way the light falls through your window and onto your bedroom wall pretty, write about it. call it soft and golden as sunlit honey. if it makes you glad to be alive then it’s not silly. you look for the beauty of things, be proud of that. say the heavy rain is kissing you. write about the glow of the moon, the dancing of flowers. make your world magical. collect your metaphors and treasure them.

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    uglypnis:
“ untitled by many small guesses on Flickr.
”

    I relate
    to empty jars of honey.

    I run my fingers
    along their insides
    tasting the remnants
    of something sweet.
    Zoë Lianne, “Honey”

    my heart is a bird
    throbbing with the ache
    of skittish wings
    but still
    it loves,
    it flies,
    it sings.


    Wielu ludzi mówi mi, że to co robię
    jest wspaniałe
    odważne
    kreatywne

    Sometimes I worry
    that I don’t hurt enough.
    I worry because my flames
    burn quietly.

    You cut my wings
    with a knife.
    It’s no wonder that I have
    such a fear of heights.


    She looked like, if you bit her, milk and honey would flow from her.

    It’s not about what you’re capable of, it’s about what you are willing to endure.


    lazyyogi:
“ By Jasmine Kay
”

    I want enough time to be in love with everything…

    And every day the world will drag you by the hand yelling, “This is important! And this is important! You need to worry about this! And this! And this!” And each day it’s up to you to yank your hand back and say, “No. This is what’s important.“

    I want every single piece of you, I want your heaven and your oceans too. Treat me soft, but touch me cruel. I want to teach you things you never knew.
    by Adele, I Miss You

    Float like a butterfly and sting like a bee.









    YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SOMEONE WHO SPEAKS TO YOU ON THEIR FREE TIME AND SOMEONE WHO FREES THEIR TIME TO SPEAK TO YOU.




    “You see I usually find myself among strangers because I drift here and there trying to forget the sad things that happened to me.”

    NO ONE WARNS YOU ABOUT THE AMOUNT OF MOURNING IN GROWTH.

    “Your dress is too short.”
    Thanks, the designer used your dick for inspiration.

    Growing up is weird. Losing touch with friends who you thought would be at your wedding is weirder.



    DEVELOP A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP WITH FOOD. IF YOU’RE HUNGRY, EAT. IF YOU’RE FULL, DON’T EAT. EAT VEGETABLES TO BE GOOD TO YOUR BODY, BUT EAT ICE CREAM TO BE GOOD TO YOUR SOUL.
    TAKE PICTURES OF YOURSELF FREQUENTLY. CHRONICLE YOUR LIFE. SELFIES ARE COMPLETELY UNDERRATED. EVEN IF THE PICTURES ARE UNFLATTERING, KEEP THEM ANYWAY. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE MOUNTAINS AND CITIES AND BUILDINGS, BUT YOU WILL NEVER LOOK THE SAME WAY AS YOU DID IN THAT ONE MOMENT IN TIME.
    YOUR WORTH DOES NOT DEPEND ON HOW DESIRABLE SOMEONE FINDS YOU. SPEND LESS TIME IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR AND MORE TIME WITH PEOPLE WHO MAKE YOU FEEL BEAUTIFUL.
    CLOSE DOORS. DON’T HOLD ONTO THINGS THAT NO LONGER BRINGS YOU HAPPINESS AND DO NOT HELP YOU GROW AS A PERSON. IT IS OKAY TO WALK AWAY FROM TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS. YOU ARE NOT WEAK FOR LETTING GO.
    FORGIVE YOURSELF. WE ALL HAVE SOMETHING IN OUR PASTS THAT WE ARE ASHAMED OF, BUT THEY ONLY WEIGH US DOWN IF WE ALLOW THEM TO. MAKE AMENDS WITH THE OLD YOU AND WORK EVERY DAY TO BECOME THE PERSON THAT YOU’VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE.
     TINA TRAN, TIPS TO BEING A HAPPIER YOU 

    SHE GAVE HERSELF TO BOYS THAT DIDN’T MATTER BECAUSE SHE WAS TRYING TO FORGET THE ONLY ONE WHO DID


    *blows a kiss at the ocean (for the sharks)* 

    shawnali:
“ The first time I held a human brain in Anatomy Lab I was completely speechless. I looked at my classmates expecting a similar reaction and they looked back at me confused like…”dude let’s start identifying the structures.” I had to take a...

    Please look after your friends. Make sure they are well and okay. Sometimes they are going through things that are really heavy. They may not say but they are. Please love them and take care of them.

    I BROKE MY OWN HEART LOVING YOU
    flowerbrain:
“dreamy
”

    Byłam Twoją mapą
    zajmowałam w Twoim plecaku za dużo miejsca
    więc wolałeś mnie podrzeć i wyrzucić. 
    Kiedy zabłądziłeś
    znowu pojawiłam się w Twoim życiu.
    Byłam Twoim kompasem
    ale zapomniałeś mocno ściskać mnie w dłoni
    nie podniosłeś mnie kiedy upadłam.
    Odrodziłam się jako drogowskaz 
    Stanęłam na rozstaju dróg 
    Ale kiedy mnie mijałeś patrzyłeś w przeciwnym kierunku
    Spadłam ze skarpy próbując pokazać Ci kierunek.
    Kiedy ponownie zabłądziłeś
    i zapadł głęboki mrok
    znowu pojawiłam się w Twoim życiu 
    Byłam Twoją latarnią
    chciałam Cię ogrzać i wskazać właściwą drogę
    ale uderzyłeś mnie
    przepełniony złością że nie masz już ani mapy ani kompasu.
    Kopałeś mnie aż coś we mnie pękło
    i zgasłam.
    Długo płakałam.
    I kiedy ziemię przepełnił mrok i susza
    znowu pojawiłam się w Twoim życiu.
    Byłam deszczem.
    Chciałam Cię dotknąć, chciałam żebyś poczuł mnie
    na całym swoim ciele.
    Chciałam zmyć z Ciebie strach i samotność
    Ale kiedy zacząłeś przeklinać i błagać o słońce 
    zrozumiałam, że  choć zawsze będę tym, czego potrzebujesz
     nigdy tego nie dostrzeżesz
    i nigdy mnie nie pokochasz.

    Chciałam  Cię tylko uratować
    a sama
    zginęłam. 
    I to nieraz. 



    Paląc listy których nigdy do Ciebie nie wysłałam
    zrozumiałam jak ognista była to miłość. 
    Patrzyłam jak płoną
    i wspominałam pożądanie
    które niegdyś żażyło się podobnym blaskiem 

    Nigdy w życiu nie widziałam jaśniejszego płomienia
    i ciemniejszego popiołu.


    Długo nie mogłam zasnąć. 
    To była chłodna noc, na skraju zimy i wiosny. 
    Wtedy zrozumiałam, że pora roku nic nie zmieni - to Twoja  nieobecność sprawia, że drżę 
    to brak Twojego ciepła
    sprawia, że moje wargi sinieją
    a serce zamarza i przestaje bić.

    Jeśli ktoś wyzna mi kiedyś, że mnie kocha
    zaśmieję się wtedy w duchu
    i pomyślę, że co on może wiedzieć o miłości
    skoro nie był świadkiem tej, którą wyhodowałam w sercu
    do Ciebie

    I JUST WANT TO HAVE A COMPLETELY ADVENTUROUS, PASSIONATE, WEIRD LIFE.
    I CAN NEVER UNLOVE YOU. I’LL JUST LOVE YOU IN A DIFFERENT WAY NOW.
    Zapytalam ją czy ją znasz
    pokiwałeś smutno głową.
    Twoje oczy powiedziały mi, że nie powinnam więcej o niej wspominać.
    Wyjaśniłeś mi szeptem, że sama się do Ciebie zbliżyła
    choć bardziej intrygowała Cię jej przyjaciółka
    z ktorą ją pomyliłeś, bo nigdy się nie przedstawiła.
    A kiedy byliście już naprawdę blisko odważyleś  się zgadywać 'Miłość prawda?'
    A ona odepchnęła Cię gwałtownie i krzyknęła
    ' nie nazywaj mnie imieniem innej
    ja nazywam się Rozczarowanie.' 
    A wtedy łamiącym się głosem powiedziałeś ' wcale się nie pomyliłem
    jesteś miłością
    ale tą nieodwzajemnioną'.

    Wrocław:
    - etno cafe wrocław ovo
    FC Caffe wro
    - stara pączkarnia



    STOP BEING AFRAID OF WHAT COULD GO WRONG AND START BEING EXCITED ABOUT WHAT COULD GO RIGHT.
    SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA CARE LESS TO SEE IF THEY WILL CARE MORE.


    I LIKE STRAIGHT UP PEOPLE. I WANT YOU TO TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL WHEN YOU FEEL IT.


    can’t wait till all my friends get married and have nice weddings with open bars

    ALWAYS BE CAREFUL OF WHAT YOU HEAR ABOUT A WOMAN. RUMOURS EITHER COME FROM A MAN THAT CAN’T HAVE HER OR A WOMAN WHO CAN’T COMPETE WITH HER.

    I SIT BEFORE FLOWERS
    HOPING THEY WILL TRAIN ME IN THE ART
    OF OPENING UP
    I STAND ON MOUNTAIN TOPS BELIEVING
    THAT AVALANCHES WILL TEACH ME TO LET GO
    I KNOW
    NOTHING
    BUT I AM HERE TO LEARN.



    I LET YOU RUIN ME, DO YOU KNOW HOW LOVELY PRIVILEDGE IT IS?

    1. IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE, WAIT.
    2. GIVE LOTS OF COMPLIMENTS, EVEN IF YOU’RE SHY. EVERYONE ELSE IS TOO.
    3. CHANGE. GET A HAIRCUT, TRY NEW PERFUME, GET NEW SHEETS. BECOME BETTER THAN YOU WERE BEFORE.
    4. EAT HEALTHIER. LEARN TO COOK SOMETHING FANCY.
    5. GET UP EARLIER AND WATCH THE SUN COME UP.
    6. WEAR SOFT CLOTHES, TAKE A BATH, DRINK SOMETHING WARM.
    7. MEET SOMEONE NEW, EVEN JUST A FRIEND.
    8. BECOME CLOSER WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND YOUR FAMILY. CALL YOUR MOTHER. CRY WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND. TELL EVERYONE HOW MUCH YOU APPRECIATE THEM.
    9. KEEP YOUR ROOM CLEAN. BUY SOME CANDLES. LET THE NATURAL LIGHT IN.
    10. MAKE A LIST OF REASONS WHY YOU’LL BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT THEM. BELIEVE THEY ARE TRUE, BECAUSE THEY ARE.
    11. LISTEN TO NEW MUSIC.
    12. WRITE EVERYTHING YOU’RE THINKING AND FEELING. WRITE LETTERS. WRITE HAPPY LETTERS, SAD LETTERS, AND ANGRY LETTERS, EVEN IF YOU’RE NEVER GOING TO SEND THEM.
    13. IT’S OKAY TO BE SAD, BUT NOT FOREVER. SADNESS IS NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS MUSIC MAKES IT SEEM. LACK OF SLEEP MAKES YOUR EYES DROOPY, NOT DEEP. WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND TELL YOURSELF YOU’RE GOING TO HAVE A GOOD DAY.
    14. GO TO THE LIBRARY. DON’T FORGET TO LOOK IN THE MUSIC SECTION.
    15. REMOVE THEM FROM YOUR LIFE. GET RID OF THE THINGS THEY GAVE YOU IF THEY MAKE YOU SAD. THEY’RE NOT WORTH IT. YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY IF YOU CONTINUE TO HOLD ON TO THE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU SAD.
    16. MAKE NEW MEMORIES.
    17. TRY TO FIND SOMETHING TO APPRECIATE IN EVERYTHING YOU DO OR EXPERIENCE.
    18. BEING ALONE IS OKAY, YOU DON’T HAVE TO SURROUND YOURSELF WITH PEOPLE.
    19. BECOME YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND. BUY YOURSELF COFFEE AND DRINK IT ALONE IN A CAFE. TAKE YOUR TIME.
    20. LEARN TO LOVE EVERY BIT OF YOURSELF.

    FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU’RE PASSIONATE ABOUT, DEVOTE YOUR TIME AND ENERGY TO IT. BUT MAKE SURE WHAT YOU’RE PASSIONATE ABOUT IS NOT A PERSON, BUT A THING.

    I AM MY OWN MUSE. I AM THE SUBJECT I KNOW BEST. THE SUBJECT I WANT TO BETTER.
    Szukam szczęścia, gdziekolwiek się ono ukrywa 
    Szukam miłości, jakąkolwiek formę ona przybierze. 
    Szukam mądrości, nawet jeśli droga do niej prowadzi przez głupotę. 




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    Others fear vulnerability; I find magic in it.




    friend-zoning guys is horrible. it is disgusting. funzone them instead. send them to a small childs park so they can cry with the other babies when they dont get what they want.

    NOBODY CAN TEACH ME WHO I AM. YOU CAN DESCRIBE PARTS OF ME, BUT WHO I AM - AND WHAT I NEED - IS SOMETHING I HAVE TO FIND OUT MYSELF.

    who cares about hashtags - I was happy then.

    I WOULD RATHER DIE OF PASSION THAN OF BOREDOM.
    — VINCENT VAN GOGH

    if u don’t think i am a princess that’s embarrassing for you

    i observe men in silence, how they leave plates on dining room tables, how they slam doors, how they take up whole couch with legs sprawled and lounging arms, how they do not filter speech, too confident, too loud. voices always violent, everything a war.  

    THERE’S ALWAYS A LITTLE OF YOU IN EVERYTHING I DO, IN EVERYTHING I THINK, IN EVERYTHING I FEEL.







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    I should have known that what i saw in your eyes wasn’t your soul, it was merely a reflection of the person i wanted you to be.

    i loved you. and i missed you, oh, i still do.

    patrzyłam na Ciebie zawsze o 3 sekundy za długo. Może gdybyś to zauważył, zrozumiałbys, że kłamałam mówiąc, że wcale Cię nie kochałam.

    Jedni łamią sobie nosy, inni ręce, a ja złamałam sobie serce.

    Pamiętam ten beztroski, niemalże przywołujący pytanie 'czy ona coś piła?!' krok w stronę domu, kiedy wracałam z Naszego pierwszego spotkania. Poznaliśmy się przez internet - mogłeś okazać się 89 letnim emerytem, którego fetyszem są zielonookie blondynki przypominające wnuczkę sąsiadki. Mogłeś. Mogłeś okazać się seryjnym mordercą i utopić moje zwłoki w rzece, nad którą siedzieliśmy (woda była trochę zimna i nieciekawie pachniała, więc dzięki, że nie wykazywałeś takich tendencji!). Mogłeś okazać się szurniętym brunetem, którego wywody zamiast do emocjonalnego orgazmu doprowadziłyby mnie do stanu, w którym miałabym równie szeroko otwarte usta - w akcie ziewania. Mogłeś. Ale los postanowił mnie nieco zaskoczyć.

    Okazałeś się ucieleśnieniem moich fantazji. Niebieskookim artystą. Na pierwszy rzut oka (jestem krótkowidzem, dlatego był to trochę subiektywny i nieuważny rzut) - wrażliwym, inteligentnym, czułym... Oh damn. Stworzyłam kiedyś listę cech, których szukam w facecie - w podświadomości przy wszystkich postawiłam ptaszka, kiedy tylko Cię zobaczyłam. Wait. Kiedy tylko wypowiedziałeś dwa pierwsze zdania - no bo wcześniej jak niby mogłam podejrzewać, że jesteś inteligentny?


    Wracałam ze spotkania z najseksowniejszym grafikiem w Poznaniu.( Może to nie brzmi jak wyróżnienie najwyższej rangi, ale właściwie to nim jest - wcześniej spotykałam się TYLKO z artystami, głównie własnie grafikami, więc trochę ich było, a Poznań nie jest wbrew pozorom taki mały.)
    Do drzwi mieszkania niosły mnie nie nogi, a skrzydła (które najprawdopoboniej wyrosły w momencie kiedy mnie dotknąłeś. Dwukrotnie odgarnąłeś włosy z mojej twarzy, kiedy leżeliśmy obok siebie - a więc faceci potrafią być uroczy nie tylko w filmach. Scenarzyśc jednak C Z A S A M I inspirują się życiem. W dodatku - moim życiem! Poziom seratoniny w moim organiźmie przekraczał wszystkie możliwe górne granice normy).


     Uśmiechałam się do siebie. Przygryzałam wargę. Zwalniałam po to, żeby za chwilę przyśpieszyć w podskokach. Patrzyłam na niebo i chmury nagle płynęły po nim wolniej i mrugały do mnie swoimi ogromnymi, białymi oczami.
    Moment. Było po 22 - to nie były chmury, to były gwiazdy. Każda z nich spadała tego wieczoru specjalnie dla mnie, a ja za każdym razem myślałam tylko o tym, że chciałabym Cię jeszcze zobaczyć. Dotknąć. Posłuchać. Położyć się obok na betonie, tak jak tego magicznego popołudnia.

    A kiedy wypowiadałam w głowie te życzenia coś zawibrowało na dnie mojej torby. Napisałeś. Podziękowałeś za ten wspólny czas, zapytałeś mnie czy już dotarłam do swojej kryjówki na końcu świata. Jeśli ktokolwiek obserwował mnie w tamtym momencie - mogę się założyć o milion (którego jeszcze nie wygrałam, ale jutro wysyłam zakład dużego lotka!), że nigdy w życiu nie widział szerszego uśmiechu. To były najszczerzej rozciągnięte wargi w historii świata. Przez moment w moim krwiobiegu zamiast krwi płynęło skondensowane szczęście. Serio. Trochę przypomina skondensowany cukier (wiecie, ten z którego robi się karmel lub przyrządza creme brulle!) ale jest nieco mniej lepkie i ma inną barwę. Wtedy wydawało mi się, że ma barwę Twoich oczu. Ciemny błękit. Dzisiaj powiedziałabym raczej, że to kolor kupy nosorożca, który nażarł się niebieskiego barwnika. No ale zachowajmy poetycki styl, bo miało być tak pięknie - i na początku naprawdę BYŁO...

    I szczęście płynęło, coraz szybciej, aż przybrało zawrotną prędkość i rozbiło się na skrzyżowaniu którejś z wąskich żył. Kilka miesięcy później.

    Po pierwszym magicznym spotkaniu w moim życiu pojawiło się jeszcze więcej magii. Jakbym nagle stała się Hermioną, a Griffindor zacząłby mieć swój dobry czas - wszystko mi sprzyjało. Czarowałeś mnie bez użycia żadnych specjalnych zaklęć. Nawet przypominałeś trochę Harrego Pottera - tylko nigdy nie znalazłam na Twoim ciele blizny w kształcie błyskawicy. A miałam wiele okazji, aby przyjrzeć mu się z bliska. Byłam za blisko. Milimetr od Ciebie? No dobra, kogo ja oszukuję - były momenty, kiedy nie dzielił Nas nawet nanomilimetr. A Twoja skóra zlewala się z moją, tworząc rozgrzaną całość.

    Oprócz spotykania się twarzą w twarz, okiem w oko i ustami w usta, poro pisaliśmy. Nie byłeś tak inteligentny, jak zakładałam na samym początku (high hopes, jak zawsze), ale byłeś tak nieziemsko seksowny, że wybaczyłabym Ci nawet ujemne IQ. Na szczęście nie musiałam, bo mimo wszystko były momenty kiedy zaskakiwałeś mnie swoim umysłem - chociaż i tak bardziej zadziwiła mnie siła Twoich ust, kiedy całowaliśmy się po raz pierwszy na Twojej kanapie i mnie z niej zrzuciłeś.

    I wiecie jak od tej chwili brzmi moja życiowa zasada nr 1 na temat ufania osobnikom płci przeciwnej? Apeluję, nigdy, przenigdy NIE UFAJ FACETOWI, KTÓRY PRZY PIERWSZYM POCAŁUNKU SPRAWI, ŻE Z MIĘKKIEJ TKANINY NAGLE PRZETRANSPORTUJESZ SIĘ NA TWARDĄ PODŁOGĘ.

    To zły znak. To znak, że Cię pożąda i że mu się podobasz, a kiedy zdasz sobie z tego sprawę, podnieci Cię to i wzbudzi zaangażowanie, a to dwa elementarne składniki wywołujące złamane serce. Tak jak wirusy xxx wywołują grypę. A kleszcz zakażony borrelią boreliozę. Zaangażowanie powoduje złamany mięsien sercowy. Podręcznik lekarski, strona 177.
    Najpierw podczas wymiany śliny nieraz pomyślisz, że on chce złamać Ci szczękę, bo z taką siłą napiera na Twoją czaszkę, a ostatecznie zostaniesz ze złamanym sercem - choć klatka piersiowa pozostanie nierozerwana. Ludzie z programu Cuda medycyny na Discovery Science kiedyś zbadają ten proces.


    Wiedziałam, że Ci się podobam. Miłe uczucie. Trochę takie jak wtedy, kiedy podziwiasz pięknego, rasowego psa i nadchodzi moment, kiedy zauważasz, że zaczyna machać ogonem podczas patrzenia na Ciebie i myślisz sobie 'Gdybym miała ogon to też merdałabym nim z powodu Twojej obecności.'

    Taki wewnętrzny spokój i ekscytacja w jednej emocji. Psychologowie chyba jej chyba jeszcze nie nazwali.

    Spotykaliśmy się, spotykaliśmy i... Mam ochotę na kawę, a żeby ją wypić muszę odejść od klawiatury, więc najchętniej napisałabym "i żyliśmy długo i szczęśliwie. The end. Happy end' - ale szczęśliwe zakończenia to tylko w filmach. I to też nie wszystkich. Nawet druga część Greya się optymistycznym akcentem. A reżyser piszący miłosne wątki dramato-komedii zwanej także Moim Życiem miał jeszcze czarniejsze poczucie humoru. Musiał się wychować na żartach xxx xxx.

    Odszedłeś z mojego życia ze słowami 'Jesteś taka dobra, boję się, że jeśli będę tak blisko to Cię zranię, a na to nie zasługujesz. ' Hell no. Miałam ochotę krzyczeć, wbić Ci nóż w plecy, albo wkręcić w odbyt wiertarkę, żeby wyrazić to jak bardzo niedobra jestem i mozesz być blisko, bylebyś nie znikał. To był pierwszy powód - drugi był taki, że zaczęłam Cię nienawidzić. A nienawiść jest uczuciem o chemicznym składzie bardzo zbliżonym do miłości, więc bezkarnie Cię nienawidziłam, nie mając świadomości, że w ten sposób pogłębiam tyko swoją miłość.


     Jestem blondynką i kobietą przed trzydziestką, a co za tym idzie - moje działania bywają wyprane z praw logiki i ich właciwości nie zostają zweryfikowane przez mózg. Za często się wyłącza i w obecności miłości działa tak wolno jak Internet Explorer przy 2 otwartych kartach (Oczekiwanie na odwieszenie moze zająć dwa lata, więc włączasz Google Chrome, Mozillę, lub Firefoxa. Jestem basicową wersją homo sapiens sapiens, posiadam tylko dwie półkule, więc kiedy mózg mi się przegrzewa nie mogę skorzystać z tego drugiego, szybszego i mniej skłonnego do awarii..).
    Facet złamał mi serce. Najpierw na moment odebrał mi rozum, a potem wiarę w fajnych grafików. Jak postanowiłam zakończyć tę smutną historię?
    Postanowiłam rozciągnąć smutek, tak jak niektórzy rozciągają w paincie krzywy obrazek składający się z trzech pikseli na krzyż. Szybko przerobiłam kropkę na przecinek, a następnie przecinek na średnik. Oświadczyłam mu, że cieszy mnie to co mówi, bo nic do niego nie czułam, bo wzdycham do kogoś zupełnie innego, ale przecież możemy się po tym wszystkim przyjaźnić. No i się przyjaźnimy.

    Tak, przyjaźnimy się, ale nie jesteśmy przyjaciółmi. Jesteśmy dwoma odrębnymi bytami - ja jestem Kasią, blondynką ze złamanym sercem, które ukrywam pod luźnymi koszulkami, a on sobą - niewylewnym, powściągliwym, nieco zgorzkniałym facetem po trzydziestce.
    To przyjaźń przez małe 'p' i dodatkowo w co najmniej jednym cudzysłowiu.
    W sumie to w porównaniu do innych przyjaźni, które łączą mnie z innymi ludźmi, to w ogóle nie przyjaźń - ale wmawiam sobie, że to nasz typ przyjaźni. Mniej intensywny, mniej głęboki, mniej szczery, ale... Nasz.

    Rozmawiamy raczej półzdaniami, coraz rzadziej, coraz ciszej, a on nigdy nie wyczytuje tych wyznań, które umieszczam pomiędzy każdą linijką tekstu. Które zapisuję niewidzialną czcionką obok każdej wiadomości na messengerze. Ślepy, czy co? Zaćma w wieku 30lat?

    Ja go nawet nie lubię. Ja go kocham. A miłość z czasem słabnie, bo przechodzi w stan przewlekłego przyzwyczajenia. Czekam i czekam, kiedy moja straci siły, żeby stać i usiądzie. A później się położy. A kiedy się w końcu położy, to kopnę ją w czuły punk i uduszę. Miłość też potrzebuje przecież tlenu, prawda? Uduszę ją tymi samymi rękami, którymi kiedyś Cię dotykałam, głaskałam, przytulałam. No widzisz? Te ręce wcale nie są takie dobre, skoro chcą dusić.

    I kiedy się widzimy to już na mnie nie patrzysz. Witamy się, wymieniamy kilka pustych zdań, idziemy do kina (na film, dla ścisłości), toczymy się na przystanek i się żegnamy. I nawet te pożegnania nie mają już sensu, bo kiedyś pożegnanie = przytulenie. Dotyk. Bliskość. Teraz oznacza beznamiętne 'pa' rzucone najchłodniejszym możliwym tonem.

    I za każdym razem kiedy mówię 'pa' chcę pożegnać się z Tobą już na zawsze.
    Nie jesteś moim przyjacielem. Jesteś mi bliski, ale nie jako przyjaciel, bo w tej roli odnajdujesz się tak jak Marlin Monroe odnalazłaby się w roli zakonnicy. Czyli - w ogóle.



    Chcę, żebyś widział we mnie przyjaciółkę, bo każda rola jest lepsza od bycia zapomnianą. Tak jak niektórzy hollywoodzcy aktorzy po odrzuceniu ich kandydatury w castingu do głównej roli chcą zagrać w tym filmie chociaż trzecioplanowego ogrodnika.

    Jestem ogrodnikiem w Twoim filmie. A Ty grasz w moim kluczową rolę. Może podmieńmy scenariusze?

    Boję się, że usuniesz mnie ze znajomych na Facebooku, wyrzucisz mnie na Instagramie i nie będziesz już widział każdego wpisu, który zawsze chociaż w 1% jest o Tobie.
    Ale jak to mawiają - czasami trzeba spalić za sobą mosty, żeby przebieganie po nich w tę i z powrotem już nie kusiło. Ja wciąż po nich przebiegam, ale jakoś od tego nie chudnę.
    Pora na nowy fitness.
    Pora na nowe mosty.
    Pora na nowy film.
    Z większym budżetem i lepszą obsadą.
    Z większą szansą na oscara.

    Albo chociaż na banalny happy end.

    bo po najlepszych dniach Twojego życia przychodzą te najgorsze, bo nagle zdajesz sobie sprawę z tego co bezpowrotnie przeminęło.

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    We’ve always been about burning stars. 
    All about us is unearthly and radiant.

    They deem me mad because I will not sell my days for gold; and I deem them mad because they think my days have a price.

    MY LIFE IS A STRUGGLE BETWEEN MY NEED FOR ACCEPTANCE, MY FEAR OF REJECTION, AND A DESIRE TO NOT CARE AT ALL.

    me: *pulling petals off flower* he loves me. he loves me not. he loves m-
    flower: he’s cheating on you susan

    @ God please send me a hot boy who ain’t gonna fuck shit up in my heart or brain but is also down with my chill lifestyle and blesses my ego by telling me daily my ass looks good amen


    i dont chase after men but if he has tattoos and muscles a bitch just might power walk

    PEOPLE GROW WHEN THEY ARE LOVED WELL. IF YOU WANT TO HELP OTHERS HEAL, LOVE THEM WITHOUT AN AGENDA.

    I HATE WHEN PEOPLE SAY “YOU DON’T NEED HIM,” BECAUSE THEY ARE RIGHT I DON’T NEED HIM, BUT I WANT HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING AND THAT IS INFINITELY WORST.



    START NOW. START WHERE YOU ARE. START WITH FEAR. START WITH PAIN. START WITH DOUBT. START WITH HANDS SHAKING. START WITH VOICE TREMBLING BUT START. START AND DON’T STOP. START WHERE YOU ARE, WITH WHAT YOU HAVE. JUST … START.


    JUST REMEMBER WHEN YOU’RE IGNORING HER, YOU’RE TEACHING HER TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU.

    I’M NOT IGNORING YOU, I JUST FINALLY REALIZED THAT YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT ME LIKE I CARE ABOUT YOU. SO I MOVED ON.


    WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL AND NOBODY NOTICES, DO NOT BE SAD. FOR THE SUN EVERY MORNING IS A BEAUTIFUL SPECTACLE AND YET MOST OF THE AUDIENCE STILL SLEEPS
    FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOURSELF FIRST DOESN’T MAKE YOU VAIN OR SELFISH, IT MAKES YOU INDESTRUCTIBLE
    HOW TO KILL SOMEONE: FILL THEM WITH PASSION
    AND THEN QUICKLY
    LEAVE.

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    my role at family functions is to look the best and to drink the wine


    IT’S NOT YOUR JOB TO FIX ME. IT’S YOUR JOB TO HOLD MY HAND, WHILE I FIX MYSELF.

    I SPENT A LOT OF MY LIFE TRYING TO MAKE PARTS OF ME INVISIBLE. IT NEVER REALLY WORKS. IT JUST TAKES LONGER TO SEE THEY’RE THE PARTS YOU NEED TO LOVE MOST.


    WE ONLY OBSESS OVER RELATIONSHIPS THAT FEEL UNFINISHED.


    YOU WERE THE HARDEST LESSON I EVER HAD TO LEARN.
    I know you’re sad, so I won’t tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day. Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don’t give up on yourself just yet. It’ll get better. Until then, have a day.


    I MEAN, I HOPE YOU’RE HAPPY,
    BUT THE SKY IS STILL THE SKY WITHOUT YOU,
    AND I’M NOT SURPRISED BY THAT ANYMORE.
    I THINK AS YOU GROW OLDER YOUR CHRISTMAS LIST GETS SMALLER AND THE THINGS YOU REALLY WANT FOR THE HOLIDAYS CAN’T BE BOUGHT.

    how do people major in mathematics dont you love yourself



    It’s 2014, yes? Just making sure. It’s looking a lot like 1960.

    I'm seeking inspiration in unfamiliar places.

    I WANT TO TAKE GOOD PHOTOS. DRINK DARK COFFEE. AND TRAVEL THE WORLD.
    I ALMOST THANKED YOU FOR
    TEACHING ME SOMETHING ABOUT SURVIVAL
    BACK THERE,
    BUT THEN I REMEMBERED
    THAT THE OCEAN NEVER
    HANDED ME THE GIFT OF SWIMMING.
    I GAVE IT TO MYSELF.

    i want to live by the ocean but also in the forest but also in the mountains but also in a big city but also in the countryside u feel me

    I STILL FIND EACH DAY TOO SHORT FOR ALL THE THOUGHTS I WANT TO THINK, ALL THE WALKS I WANT TO TAKE, ALL THE BOOKS I WANT TO READ, AND ALL THE FRIENDS I WANT TO SEE.

    I can’t wait for winter because that’s when all mosquitoes die and go to hell where they belong




    miłość to podobno dotykanie duszy. No nie wiem. Chociaż może podczas którejś szalonej nocy ręka obsunęła Ci się za głęboko i udało Ci się do niej dotrzeć? 

    The birds didn’t love it when we got better than them at songs, but omg you should have seen their faces when we started flying.

    Hello, it is i, person who used to be funny and is now a constant source of depressing information

    When I die, bury me in a cemetery that doesn't allow teens to enter and take self portraits for their tumblr

    Don't mock people's appearances, it's very cruel. Instead poke fun at their deeply held beliefs and precious thoughts

    Every night I shoot my gun at the Moon and every night I miss. I think that's plenty of evidence that the Moon is fake. I'm a good shot

    I like horror movies because they’re substantially less frightening than real life

    Everyone’s watching football, but not me. I’m eating classic literature

    [at airport security] "What's in this bag labeled 'unsorted drugs'?" Well if I knew that they'd be in my sorted drugs bag

    You can save up to 3 hours per year by never saying please or thank you

    If you go home with someone and they dont have any books about fucking, dont fuck them

    When people ask me how i am i always tell them im livin la vida loca, Even though im really not


    I haven't read any tweets in 3 years. I'm saving them all to never read later

    I didn't realize you could just say "wrong" after something true and it becomes false

    "I thought you said you were a gymnast" No I said I was gym nasty. I'm gross at a gym. Also other places. Are you going to eat that napkin?

    Email: "Do you want to be happy?" Buddy, if I wanted to be happy I wouldn't be checking email


    I don't understand the question "where do you get your ideas?" What are people expecting to hear? I found them in the forest

    The 3 Snapchat categories: 1) Nudes 2) Dogs 3) Who cares

    [me on my deathbed] My only regret is that I didn't do literally everything completely different

    PRISONER: What are you in for? ME: I think I broke a law? To be honest I wasn't paying much attention the whole time


    Instead of trying to improve my appearance I just spritz the air with pepper spray so no one can look directly at me

    Oh, your ipad is out of battery huh? When I was a kid we had something called BOOKS and they had slightly better battery life

    Never forget the moral of The Ugly Duckling, which is that swans are very fuckable

    I've been up for 50 minutes and awake for approximately zero of them

    You kids have it easy. I remember when I wanted to use the computer, I had to invent it, design its operating system, and build it from corn

    I like to solve my own problems, which is why I have two hundred trillion unsolved problems

    Is It Possible to Argue Without Being Rude? Experts Say Go Fuck Yourself

    I stared at the sun until it disappeared. I guess everything else got intimidated too because now I can't see anything

    "Not actively bad" is the new good

    I don't understand why I have a sunburn. I drank an entire bottle of sunscreen

    Hi, I'd like to order an extra large pepperoni pizza with 55 pepperonis on it. Yes, I will be counting the pepperonis. God help you if you d

    Mówią, że żeby weekend był dobry trzeba zaliczyć gruby balet. No więc jesteśmy właśnie w drodze... Na Jezioro Łabędzie. Nie, nie w SQ.

    Drinking tea with honey in it because my throat hurts from the bees stinging it to get their honey back

    I hate goodbyes. Also hellos. Not a huge fan of communication in general

    Before nudes were invented you had to draw a boob or wiener on a piece of paper, put it in a bottle and throw it in the ocean

    *looks up in sky and sees credits for "Earth: The Movie" rolling down* Uh oh

    One more cookie! Ok, now I just have to go to the gym for...an extra 6 years


    I'm not depressed I'm alternatively happy

    STOP SILENTLY JUDGING MY CHOICES GROCERY STORE CASHIER

    I don't give blowjobs I give blowcareers

    I'm not a picky eater because I've had dicks in my mouth I think I can handle some broccoli

    I wish my clit was a pokemon so someone would find it

    maybe your boyfriend broke up with you because you called him baby instead of something cool like captain wiener


    my new diet is not buying things at the store that make the cashier say wow someone's having a party

    if you're depressed it just means you know how to use your brain

    yes please show me your new tattoo so I can practice lying

    if sports are so great why does everyone have to get drunk to watch them

    there are so many different kinds of burritos is what I think to myself when I want to stop crying

    if someone says they're single it doesn't mean they're pathetic it means they're smart


    instead of getting sad remember how many different kinds of sandwiches there are

    how do I tell my boss I don't want to do work anymore but still want money

    when I proposition a guy for sex I ask him if he wants to use his meat thermometer to check the temperature in my baby graveyard

    do chinese people celebrate halloween or are they too busy making our iphones

    hey girls who wear converse did you know there are tons of shoes out there that don't make you look like avril lavigne's handicapped sister




     
















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    PEOPLE COME AND GO. SOME ARE CIGARETTE BREAKS, OTHERS ARE FOREST FIRES.

    THERE IS NOTHING MORE TRULY ARTISTIC THAN TO LOVE PEOPLE.

    I’M TIRED OF GETTING FUCKED IN WAYS THAT DON’T END IN AN ORGASM.

    I DON’T MISS YOU, BUT I REMEMBER YOU. YOU TAUGHT A LESSON AND FOR THAT I GIVE YOU GRATITUDE.

    WHEN SOMEONE SHOWS YOU THEIR HEART, THEIR PAST, THEIR WOUNDS, THEY HAVE ENTRUSTED YOU WITH THE DEEPEST PART OF THEMSELVES. IT IS THE PART OF THEMSELVES THAT MAKES THEM UNIQUELY BEAUTIFUL. TO BE TRUSTED IN THIS WAY IS A GREAT HONOR. GUARD THAT TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE.

    i have so much homework
    what movie should i watch


    LATELY I’VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT WHO I WANT TO LOVE, AND HOW I WANT TO LOVE, AND WHY I WANT TO LOVE THE WAY I WANT TO LOVE, AND WHAT I NEED TO LEARN TO LOVE THAT WAY, AND WHO I NEED TO BECOME TO BECOME THE KIND OF LOVE I WANT TO BE…….AND WHEN I BREAK IT ALL DOWN, WHEN I WHITTLE IT INTO A SINGLE BREATH, IT ESSENTIALLY COMES OUT LIKE THIS: BEFORE I DIE, I WANT TO BE SOMEBODY’S FAVORITE HIDING PLACE, THE PLACE THEY CAN PUT EVERYTHING THEY KNOW THEY NEED TO SURVIVE, EVERY SECRET, EVERY SOLITUDE, EVERY NERVOUS PRAYER, AND BE ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN I WILL KEEP IT SAFE. I WILL KEEP IT SAFE.

    *puts a piece of lettuce on a pizza* i’m eating healthy

    PLEASE BE CLINGY WITH ME. GET WORRIED IF I DON’T TEXT YOU BACK IN TEN MINUTES, BLOW UP MY PHONE, WHEN WERE IN PUBLIC YOU BETTER HOLD MY HAND AND KISS ME, GET MAD WHEN OTHER GIRLS LOOK AT ME, TELL ME THAT YOU MISS ME OR LOVE ME ALL THE TIME. BUT ALSO I WANT YOU TO TRUST ME. IF I’M DATING YOU THEN IT MEANS THAT I’M ALL FOR YOU. I DON’T WANT A RELATIONSHIP THAT WILL LAST A FEW DAYS. I GOT INTO THIS BECAUSE I SAW SOMETHING WITH YOU. I AM YOURS, YOU ARE MINE. END OF STORY.

    I MISS HEARING ABOUT YOUR DAY.

    KEEP PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE WHO TRULY LOVE YOU, MOTIVATE YOU, AND MAKE YOU HAPPY. IF YOU KNOW PEOPLE WHO DO NONE OF THESE THINGS, LET THEM GO.

    6. I THINK I SHOULD STOP WRITING YOU LETTERS. IT’S NOT FAIR TO KILL TREES JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE KILLING ME.

    I AM FINDING QUIETER WAYS TO LOVE YOU.


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    Najczęściej kupuję Triphalę z Himalaya Herbals i jej skład podaje- to połączenie trzech składników: Amli, Haritaki, Bibhitaki. Na zdjęciu widzicie Triphale Swansona bo tylko taką znalazłam w moim sklepie zielarskim:)

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    I WISH I HAD A SOMEONE WHO WOULD OBERSERVE ME SILENTLY, WHO WOULD CAPTURE ALL MY HABITS AND QUIRKS, AND STILL LOVE ME. SOMEONE THAT WOULD GET LOST IN HOW MY FINE FEATURES DEFINE MY FACE, WHILE SMILING OR CRYING, AND STILL LOVE ME.
    I DIDN’T SAY I LIKED IT. I SAID IT FASCINATED ME. THERE IS A GREAT DIFFERENCE.


    THERE IS NO
    RECIPE
    FOR HAPPINESS.
    NO AMOUNT OF KISSES,
    FARMER MARKETS,
    CUPS OF TEA,
    OR CORE-SHAKING LAUGHS
    WILL FIX YOU.
    YOU HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF.
    YOU HAVE TO
    FIGHT
    FOR THAT PEACE.

    SEX IS NOT THE CLIMAX OF A RELATIONSHIP, PARDON THE PUN, BUT THOSE MOMENTS AT 2AM WHEN YOU WAKE UP TO HER LIPS ON YOUR LIPS, HER SLEEP-HEAVY BODY LYING ACROSS YOURS, KNOWING THE WORLD IS ASLEEP WHILST YOU MOVE TOGETHER, CALLING TO A GOD THAT NEITHER OF YOU BELIEVE IN… THOSE MOMENTS ARE WHAT I LIVE FOR.

    I ALWAYS THINK THAT I FUNCTION QUITE WELL ON MY OWN, UNUSUALLY SO, BUT THEN I’M REMINDED HOW IMPORTANT PEOPLE ARE TO ME.

    FOR YOU, I’D STEAL THE STARS.

    LOVE IS HOW YOU STAY ALIVE, EVEN AFTER YOU ARE GONE.



    YES, YOU SHOULD EAT. YOU SHOULD ALWAYS EAT. NO MORE OF THIS SITTING AROUND FOR AN HOUR WITH YOUR CUP OF COFFEE TRYING TO DECIDE. YOU SHOULD ALWAYS EAT. THERE IS NEVER A TIME WHEN SKIPPING A MEAL IS THE RIGHT ANSWER. GO EAT, BECAUSE YOU NEED TO. GO EAT, BECAUSE YOU HAVE A LIFE TO LIVE.

    PEOPLE WILL DO ANYTHING TO DISTRACT THEIR HEART. 
    THEY WILL DO ANYTHING TO DISTRACT IT FROM MISSING SOMEONE.

    AND I SAID TO MY BODY. SOFTLY. ‘I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.’ IT TOOK A LONG BREATH. AND REPLIED, ‘I HAVE BEEN WAITING MY WHOLE LIFE FOR THIS.’



    Say cheese" somehow went viral before the internet.

    My weekend plan is to look handsome while listening to Beyonce's new album.

    Instagram banned me for life cuz I kept commenting “but are you happy?” on everyone’s pictures.

    SPRING IS BASICALLY JUST HORNY FALL

    DO YOU TAKE YOUR COFFEE BLACK OR DO YOU LEAVE ROOM FOR JOY IN YOUR LIFE

    I WILL BE FINE THIS VALENTINES DAY I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH PIZZA I AM FLIRTING WITH RED WINE I FUCKED A SUB SANDWICH I AM SO FINE


    BEING SINGLE IS UNDERRATED YOU GET THE WHOLE BED TO YOURSELF AND DO NOT HAVE TO SHARE PIZZA



    Twoje życie jest puzzlami, których już nigdy nie ułożysz
    bo kiedy spałeś
    połknęłam największe kawałki.
    Nie nakarmiłeś mnie miłością,
    więc musiałam napełnić żołądek czymś innym.

    IN THESE HARD TIMES IT IS IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER THAT THERE ARE SMALL DOGS

    MODERN DATING IS DIFFICULT

    DO I SWIPE RIGHT

    DO I SWIPE LEFT

    OR DO I JUST RETURN TO THE WOODS WHERE LIFE HAS ALWAYS MADE SENSE



    I WILL TAKE THE PERFECT SELFIE

    I WILL SHOW OFF MY SYMMETRICAL FEATURES

    I WILL RECEIVE MANY LIKES

    I WILL KEEP THE DARKNESS AT BAY


    I LOVE INTERVIEWING FOR JOBS BECAUSE I LOVE LYING LITERALLY ALL OF THE TIME


    ALL COUPLES FIGHT JUST RECOGNIZE WHEN YOU ARE WRONG ROLL ONTO YOUR BACK TO EXPOSE YOUR VULNERABLE SIDE TO YOUR NOW DOMINANT LOVER


    SOME DAYS YOU ARE HAPPY SOME YOU ARE SAD SOME YOU FEEL A SICKLY COMBINATION OF THE TWO ALL THREE ARE JUSTIFICATION FOR EXCESSIVE TACOS

    A GREAT TIP FOR STAYING SOBER IS HAVING A HORRIBLE SECRET

    I AM SORRY I WOULD LOVE TO GO TO THE PARTY BUT UNFORTUNATELY I WILL BE VERY BUSY EATING CHEESES AND WATCHING COMPETITION BASED TELEVISION

    BEING HUMAN IS DIFFICULT I QUESTION MY PURPOSE OFTEN BUT WE GET BURRITOS

    EVERY MOON IS A BLOOD MOON WHEN THE ONLY CURRENCY IN YOUR WORLD IS VIOLENCE

    do you ever enjoy running? me neither

    I AM WEARING A WATCH BECAUSE OF HOW WELL I UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT OF TIME

    Being right is worthless without an effective strategy to convince people who are wrong.

    Scientist: our large brains are what allows us to survive so successfully 10,000 Year Old Tree: k


    I want to tell my parents where I met my girlfriend but I don’t want to have to explain what a hummus orgy is.

    Interviewer: would you call yourself a hard worker? Me: absolutely. I make almost everything harder than it has to be.


    sometimes a man says a thing so dumb my eyes roll far enough that i can see the exact brain area that's atrophied frm chronic disappointment

    M&M's are the only candy that get better when you make them smaller. Science can't explain it. God can't explain it.


    There is a fine line between love and iove.

    Spent so much time writing my book that I alienated all the people who would understand the inside jokes I put in my book whooooops




    I WANT TO BE
    THE FIRST THING YOU TOUCH IN THE MORNING,
    AND THE LAST THING YOU TASTE AT NIGHT.

    if you don’t want to marry me, why did you sit next to me on this bus?

    She enjoys the sky, museums, onions, true crime, wine, and depressing art.


    This is by Caroline Caldwell, yo. And she just friended me on Facebook omg.

    WHEN PEOPLE SAY ‘THIS IS MY BABY,’ THEY DON’T ALWAYS MEAN A BABY. SOMETIMES THEY MEAN A DOG.

    AND I CAN’T
    HELP
    BUT TO RUN MY FINGERS
    DOWN YOUR SPINE
    LIKE YOU ARE MY
    FAVORITE
    BOOK. BUT I STILL
    CANNOT READ YOU,
    YOU ARE
    YOUR OWN LANGUAGE.
    YOUR PAGES ARE
    TIRED AND TORN,
    BUT I WANT YOU,
    I WANT IT ALL.


    Nothing like being alone in a fun city to make me realize that I'm really bad at having fun
    me: i'm sad and lonely narrator: and fat

    i told you i was going to write rap



    don't cry because it's over, cry because you blocked him on all social media and contacting him again would be fucking embarrassing

    finally got over you and it only took 1000 years!

    i love you so i can never speak to you again


    plans: 1. get over you 2. think about you

    And if you gaze long into the nachos, the nachos also gazes into you.

    After midnight, we're going to eat toast and stare out the window.

    I still care about not caring.

    [parents aren't home] expectation: *has huge party* reality: *brings laptop to the living room instead of hiding in my room*

    guys i find attractive: famous taken twice my age don't know i exist not real dead gay in a boy band


    I became an artist and thank God I did because we are the only profession to celebrate what it means to live a life.

    Why do all good things come to an end ?

    Sometimes it takes being alone to realize that you're not lonely.




    Ostatnia muza
    - jak bardzo trzeba przekroczyć granice codzienności, aby zostać zainspirowanym? 

    Wścibscy znajomi, wtajemniczeni przez media w historię pytają mnie czasami na ulicy, lub kiedy nasz wzrok krzyżuje się przypadkiem podczas wybierania najbardziej przypieczonych grahamek w lokalnej piekarni - stary czy Ty w ogóle tę małolatę kochałeś? Milczę wtedy przez kilkadziesiąt sekund i zastanawiam się w duchu co oni mogą wiedzieć o życiu. Od lat pieprzą tą samą kobietę, która przestała być w ich oczach piękna już 5 lat po ślubie i nie mają odwagi zapytać samych siebie, czy cokolwiek co robią jest jeszcze spowodowane miłością, a mają czelność pytać o to mnie?! 
    Najpierw chcę im powiedzieć prawdę - że 'kochać' to bardzo mocne słowo. Tyle razy sprawiała, że traciłem kontakt z rzeczywistością, że na pewno mogę stwierdzić, że kochałem się z nią kochać. Ale czy coś więcej poza tym czasownikiem? Sam nie wiem. Momentami ją uwielbiałem, momentami nienawidziłem. Nie uwielbiałem jej na tyle mocno, aby ją pokochać do granic szaleństwa i poświęcić jej całe życie - ale uwielbiałem ją wystarczająco, aby pozwolić jej zrujnować swoją reputację i zniszczyć marzenia o spokojnym, prostym życiu. Może to znaczyło o wiele więcej? Nienawidziłem ją za tą fałszywą niewinność - bo to przez nią obwiniałem się o wszystko i chciałem przepraszać ją tysiąckrotnie za to, co się między nami stało, choć przecież to była jej świadoma decyzja. I ona też tego chciała. Była współodpowiedzialna. A jednak równocześnie tak niewinna. Miała dwie twarze - w jednej się zakochałem, ale to z tą drugą musiałem rozmawiać o konsekwencjach tej fascynacji. 
    Choć tak naprawdę rzadko rozmawialiśmy. Pozwalaliśmy aby nasze ciała mówiły zamiast ust. Wszystko co mogą powiedzieć usta jest ograniczone zasobem słów - a nasza skóra rozumiala się bez nich.

    Czuję na sobie zniecierpliwiony wzrok, więc rzucam zawsze do każdej znajomej, ale tak obcej twarzy wymijające 'A jak myślisz. Miłość jest szklanką, z której piją wszystkie nasze czyny' i odrwracam się na pięcie. Raz nawet zapomniałem zapłacić za grahamki.

    Później wracam do domu i płaczę. 
    A później włączam Tindera i umawiam się z przypadkową brunetką. Blondynek już nie tykam. W każdej widzę Asię. Kolor oczu nie jest dla mnie istotny, bo i tak nigdy w nie już nie patrzę. Oczy są zwierciadłem duszy - a ja nie lubię luster. Dusza jest dla mnie za głęboko - nie chcę już mieć w żadną wglądu.  Raz miałem i to fałszywe zwierciadło chwyciło mnie za włosy i chciało przeciągnąć na drugą stronę. 

    Wyrwałem się i uciekałem tak długo aż uderzyłem w białą ścianę. Zamiast na ostry dyżur chirurgiczny nieomal trafiłem pod koła samochodu. Życie straciło na moment sens. A może to sens stracił swoje życie? Wiem co mu je odebrało. Kiedyś prowadziłem wykłady o wizualizowaniu miłości, dzisiaj odcinam kupony starej rzeczywistości i podczas gdy znajomi wyjeżdżają na lazurowe wybrzeża ja siedzę przed laptopem, z kolejną chusteczką w dłoni.
    Nie, nie ocieram nią łez...

    1

    Miałem kiedyś narzeczoną. W sumie to kłamstwo - nieścisłość gramatyczno-leksykalna. To ona miała mnie, ja ją - nigdy.



    Jesteś jak przypalona pizza, która obracała się w mikrofali o 30 minut za długo
    Już nigdy Cię nie skonsumuję 
    bo wiem, że mi zaszkodzisz
    ale mimo wzbudzasz we mnie niepohamowany ślinotok i ledwo potrafię się oprzeć.





    I REALLY DO MISS WHAT WE ALMOST HAD.




    I HAVE THE DEEPEST AFFECTION FOR INTELLECTUAL CONVERSATIONS. THE ABILITY TO JUST SIT AND TALK. ABOUT LOVE, ABOUT LIFE, ABOUT ANYTHING, ABOUT EVERYTHING. TO SIT UNDER THE MOON WITH ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD, THE FULL-SPEED TRAIN THAT IS OUR LIVES SLOWING TO A CRAWL. BOUND BY NO OBLIGATIONS, BARRED BY NO HUMAN LIMITATIONS. TO SPEAK WITHOUT REGRET OR FEAR OF CONSEQUENCE. TO TALK FOR HOURS AND ABOUT WHAT’S REALLY IMPORTANT IN LIFE.


    DATE SOMEONE WHO IS INTERESTED IN YOU. I DON’T MEAN SOMEONE WHO THINKS YOU’RE CUTE OR FUNNY. I MEAN SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO KNOW EVERY INSIGNIFICANT DETAIL ABOUT YOU. SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO READ EVERY WORD YOU WRITE. SOMEONE WHO WANTS HEAR EVERY NOTE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONG, AND WATCH EVERY SCENE OF YOUR FAVOURITE MOVIE. SOMEONE WANTS TO FIND EVERY SCAR UPON YOUR BODY, AND LEARN WHERE EACH ONE CAME FROM. SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO KNOW YOUR FAVOURITE BRAND OF TOOTHPASTE, AND WHICH QUOTES RESONATE DEEP INSIDE YOUR BONES WHEN YOU HEAR THEM. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ATTRACTION AND INTEREST. FIND THE PERSON WHO WANTS TO LEARN EVERY ASPECT OF WHO YOU ARE, AND HOLD ONTO THEM.

    Recent studies confirm that reading books and drinking tea doesn’t make you better than anyone else

    WHEN HE WANTED TO TAKE HER PICTURE, HE DIDN’T TELL HER TO SMILE, BUT TOLD HER “I LOVE YOU” AND HER SMILE WAS MORE BEAUTIFUL.

    LOVE YOURSELF MORE THAN THE IDEA OF OTHERS LOVING YOU.






    f2, c1, a1, a2

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    KAWO, DZIĘKI ŻE JESTEŚ // KUBEK PEŁEN KOFEINOWEJ ROZKOSZY. / i want to know the structure of your heart.
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    Miód podrożał” — o osobistej książce Marty Streng, łączącej pamiętnik z fotografią


    w wielu bloggerkach modowych widzę ukryty potencjał - ale na ich blogach czuję deficyt intelektualej treści. Zdjęcia symulują moje oczy, ale co pobudzi mózg?

    http://www.zara.com/pl/pl/kobieta/wyprzeda%C5%BC/kolekcja/sp%C3%B3dnica-mini-z-r%C4%99kawami-c634511p4031519.html
    http://www.zara.com/pl/pl/kobieta/wyprzeda%C5%BC/kolekcja/koszulka-z-dekoltem-w-%C5%82%C3%B3dk%C4%99-c634511p4238059.html
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    http://www.rossmann.pl/Produkt?productID=107828&cat=5359
    http://www.hairstore.pl/misslyn-liquid-eyebrow-pencil-pisak-do-brwi-11ml-p9729.html?gclid=CI6Z2Y3bs9ICFZDJsgodcocEBQ
    http://www.makemebio.com/sklep/kremy-do-twarzy/anti-aging-night-detail.html
    http://triny.pl/maseczki-do-twarzy/2542-nacomi-maska-algowa-typu-peel-off-o-dzialaniu-przeciwtradzikowym-z-olejkiem-z-drzewa-herbacianego.html?utm_source=webepartners&utm_medium=cps&utm_campaign=all
    http://www.alinarose.pl/2016/03/jak-pozbyam-sie-poziomych-zmarszczek-na.html#more
    Choco Nano Keratin NTBK
    Puder Bambusowy Ecocera,

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    http://fotografiacoolinarna.pl/art17-Jak-fotografowac-jedzenie-w-sztucznym-swietle.html
    http://fotografiacoolinarna.pl/art09-DIY-tlo-akwarele.html
    http://fotografiacoolinarna.pl/art15-Jak-robic-lepsze-zdjecia-kulinarne.html
    http://fotografiacoolinarna.pl/art03-tla-fotografia-kulinarna.html

    http://fotografiacoolinarna.pl/DIY-Jak-zrobic-marmurowe-tlo-do-fotografii-kulinarnej.html
    http://www.smartlifestyle.pl/diy-jak-wykonac-marmurowe-tlo-do-zdjec/
    http://www.30wtrampkach.pl/diy-marmurowe-tlo-fotograficzne/

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