She loves the smell of warm coffees, bloomed roses and new beginnings. // “ Sometimes,” she murmurs, “I miss all the people I never met because I was a minute too late, or a second too early. ” // “ Sometimes it feels good to take the long way home. ”// 'I don’t know if you’re beautiful until after we have a conversation. //All cruelty springs from weakness.' // “ I hope little things remind you of me. ”

concept: a rainstorm late at night, a cool breeze, lavender vanilla candles, warm blankets, an overall feeling of being tired but in a content way


pretty sure my bloodstream is 85% coffee

• me: look at that dog!
• me: look at the moon!
• me: look at that cloud!
• me: look at the sunset!
• me: look at that tree!
• me: look at those flowers!
• me: look at that leaf!

For most of life, nothing wonderful happens. If you don’t enjoy getting up and working and finishing your work and sitting down to a meal with family or friends, then the chances are that you’re not going to be very happy. If someone bases his happiness or unhappiness on major events like a great new job, huge amounts of money, a flawlessly happy marriage or a trip to Paris, that person isn’t going to be happy much of the time. If, on the other hand, happiness depends on a good breakfast, flowers in the yard, a drink or a nap, then we are more likely to live with quite a bit of happiness.
Andy Rooney 

As I get older the more I appreciate straight forward people. Like if you’re mad at me I will respect you if you tell me. I don’t understand adults that would rather stomp their feet and use passive aggressive behavior to communicate. Life does not have to be this difficult fam

It’s sad that me and my friends have spoken about a shooting or bombing happening on NYE while we’re at a central London club. It’s sad we’ve made a plan if anything bad happens. I hate this.

“ Once I stop caring you’re not getting it back. I’ll be cold as ice, I promise. ”

“ Don’t set your goals by what other people deem important. ”

i love people who get excited about stars

❝

YOU CAN’T USE UP CREATIVITY. THE MORE YOU USE, THE MORE YOU HAVE.

 Maybe I was wrong choosing you
cause you were so cold
and I deserved warmth. ”

“ And then, suddenly, something is over. ”

❝

IT’S BEEN A YEAR OF INTENSE GROWTH.

Exactly, I miss being surround by other creatives because it helps you motivate yourself and find inspiration. However, I can also do this with a short course. I’m just worried if I go to uni it’s not going to benefit me in the sense that I already have a career path and I know what I want to be doing and needs to be done. I just need to learn how to do it.

AT SOME POINT, BEING ANGRY IS JUST ANOTHER BAD HABIT, LIKE SMOKING, AND YOU KEEP POISONING YOURSELF WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT IT.

6:Do you regret anything?   - Of course but I dont tend to dwell on my past. I like to stay present. I am where I am today because of that and I cant be anything but thankful.

“ The things that we love tell us what we are. ”

“ I was the shyest human ever invented, but I had a lion inside me that wouldn’t shut up

“ I don’t necessarily agree with everything I say. ”

“ Don’t just love to be loved ”

“ I wonder who will look for me if I left this place. ”

“ I don’t fear commitment. I fear wasting my time. ”

“ i just want to live in New York reading books in coffee shops whilst it’s raining outside ”

“ Because, if you could love someone, and keep loving them, without being loved back … then that love had to be real. It hurt too much to be anything else. ”

“ Love isn’t just being with someone you enjoy being with. It’s connecting and existing with someone on a deeper level than with anyone else. ”

“ The mind is so much more interesting than the body. ”

“ I don’t want to remind you of anyone. I want to be the first me you’ve ever met. ”

Let’s take it right back to where it all began
But we never look back

'You dress in all black but have the most colorful mind.'

'We could just cuddle and drink tea all day'

“ I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness. ”

“ I can normally tell how intelligent a man is by how stupid he thinks I am. ”

“ I love coffee. I sometimes get excited at night thinking of the coffee I’ll get to drink in the morning. Coffee is reason to wake up. There are other reasons, of course. But coffee is the incentive, at the very least. ”

 Maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn’t have. Maybe there’s a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again. ”

“ Find me now. Before someone else does. ”

“ Why must we kill the kindest people with the cruelest words? ”

“ Somebody asked me if I was looking for something. I am looking for everything. ”

 In my life I had no other choice than to become a strong person. ”

Someday someone won’t be afraid of how much you love. They won’t stay on the shore; they’ll meet you in the depths. ”

“ Love cures people - both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it. ”

“ If you find me, take me home. ”

“ Tears are for the strong. For those who are unafraid of showing vulnerability. ”

“ I want to do everything but I also want to pause my existence. The discord between my desire to try and my desire to give up perpetually shakes the foundation upon which my life awkwardly tries to balance itself. ”

 There are two times of the year. Autumn and waiting for Autumn. ”

“ I’m not really so hard & cynical after all — in fact I’m still dangerously soft. ”

“ A good mixture of nothing and everything is eating up my head alive. ”

Date someone who is interested in you. I don’t mean someone who thinks you’re cute or funny. I mean someone who wants to know every insignificant detail about you. Someone who wants to read every word you write. Someone who wants hear every note of your favourite song, and watch every scene of your favourite movie. Someone wants to find every scar upon your body, and learn where each one came from. Someone who wants to know your favourite brand of toothpaste, and which quotes resonate deep inside your bones when you hear them. There is a difference between attraction and interest. Find the person who wants to learn every aspect of who you are.

There are too many books I haven’t read, too many places I haven’t seen, too many memories I haven’t kept long enough.

I dream of lost 
vocabularies that might express some of what 
we no longer can.

ART IS BASICALLY MADE BY DISSATISFIED PEOPLE WHO ARE WILLING TO FIND SOME MEANS TO RELIEVE THE DISSATISFACTION.

I THOUGHT WE WERE ON THE SAME PAGE, I GUESS WE WERE READING DIFFERENT BOOKS.

Forget about him. Study hard, get money, love yourself, travel the world, be honest, make mistakes, be successful, and stay humble. The boy you like right now, he ain’t shit. You will find a man that loves you, deserves you, and recognizes your worth. Just do you for now and don’t let any dumb boy stand in your way.

why does no one talk about how friends can break your heart so devastatingly intimately sometimes a million times worse than romantic partners why does no one talk about friend break ups

Disappear from your hometown.
Go and find the people that you know."



Never seek revenge when you’re in your feelings. Wait for things to calm down, detox your mind and body, and then fuck shit up.

When your morning begins with oatmeal, coffee, and Mozart… you really aren’t too far from being the woman you always dreamed you’d become. 














a concept: i’m in a warm bed with lots of blankets and i have no obligations to be anywhere. i’m calm and safe and happy and you are here with me



im honestly just tryna make this money so I can travel and see all the beautiful things life truly has to offer

i express all of my emotions by saying “fuck” in varying tones



"I dreamed you, I wished for your existence."



I’m stopping breastfeeding in the next few weeks. I feel really sad about it, but on the positive side I’m looking forward to all the coffee & wine I’m going to drink. I’m going to buy a brand new percolator & some amazing coffee beans ☕️

"The world only exists in your eyes…You can make it as big or as small as you want."

"May you dream of lovely things and wake to find them real."

Hot coffee and cold winter mornings are two of the best soul mates who ever did find each other."








"My only advice for dealing with me is to catch me while I still care."





"Almost. It’s a big word for me. I feel it everywhere. Almost home. Almost happy. Almost changed. Almost, but not quite…Soon, maybe."

if you read this you’re cute no take backs

Hypnotic Poison, Dior - this is my go-to. I lovvve this fragrance. It’s not for the faint hearted, it’s a super sweet, sickly vanilla with coconut & almond notes. When I wear this I feel like a seductress 💄💋

Miel et Citron, L'Occitane (again, discontinued 😭) - A warm, milky, comforting fragrance with a sharp, sweet lemony edge 🍋 I believe it’s similar to a Lolita Lempicka scent.

I’m not sure which is worse: intense feeling, or the absence of it."

Nothing saves money like being antisocial…

It is so incredibly nice for somebody to notice your absence."

- Unknown, (

Beauty seduces, power persuades.

"The best education I have ever received was through travel."

I’ve had enough hurt already in my life. More than enough. Now I want to be happy."

Me: wears more and goes out less

the road to success is under construction

Do you ever see an airplane passing over you and wish you were on it and you didn’t care where it was going"

"We crave for new sensations but soon become indifferent to them. The wonders of yesterday are today common occurrences"

Come find me on days when I can’t find myself."

- (via ajeebinsa

Don’t let excitement make you announce things prematurely. Be silent until you’re sure; & even when you’re sure, don’t give too much away.

the 2 types of parents when it comes to letting kids stay home from school

• parent 1 : oh you don't want to go to school today? aww it's ok honey you can stay at home if you want :)
• parent 2 : unless u got blood coming out of ur ears u goin 2 school

me going to bed early : 3am instead of 4am

I swear every Adele song makes you miss your ex, even if you don’t have one

i solve my problems by blatantly ignoring them and going on the internet 

*deletes your nudes to make space for dog pics*

do i regret you? can I forget you?

If you’re going to be a potato, at least be a sweet potato.

There is beauty in the sinner who feels guilt, for something in him says “There is more to me than this.”

My potted cactus died. I am literally less nurturing than the desert.

The new Adele song got me missing people that I don’t even know

“hate is a strong word”

i know that’s why i used it

 People are like candles. At any moment a breeze can blow it out, so enjoy the light while you have it.

When you hate your essay so much you don’t even want to proof read it

Teachers who put both all of the above and none of the above as choices on exams are the worst type of teachers.

 I want to text you. Just to remind you that I’m still here. But then I remember that you know I’m here. You just don’t care. 

 Sensitive suffer more, but they love more and dream more. 

Grateful that some things didn’t work out the way I once wanted them to.

You deserve someone who sees you for the masterpiece you truly are. I hope none of you ever settle for anything less. You’re art.

I slept almost all day but almost is never enough

 

If you are thinking about letting me go,

 

then it’s time that you do.

 

 December. The last chapter of this year. Make it a memorable one. 

 I swear being a good person these days is a bad idea. 

A text i couldn’t send. 

 Dear Crush, I’ll be fine as long as you stay single.. 

people always talk about how they were hurt by someone but never talk about how they hurt others

according to my lil cousin, my hands are so cold because I have a secret ghost boyfriend who holds my hand a lot

Don’t let someone who is no longer in your life affect you 

“ It was good, and nothing good is truly lost. It stays part of a person, becomes part of their character. So part of you goes everywhere with me. And part of me is yours, forever. ”

“ She’s completely unexplainable. You think she’s the good girl, but once you get to know her, you realize she’s everything. She’s crazy, she’s funny, she’s honest, and you never know what she’ll do next. ”

I wish people didn’t think silence was awkward, just enjoy it. Not every space has to be filled with words.

 I turned off my phone
Because I could not
Handle the certainty
That you were not
Even trying to talk
To me.

“ Be loved, be admired, be necessary; be somebody. ”

“ I have a special skill of feeling too much when I shouldn’t, and feeling nothing when I should. ”

“ Let’s grow like the trees, so when we fall like the leaves, none will question us. ”

I’m in love with who I’m becoming.

I fall for minds and eyes.

―

,,

IF YOU’RE LOSING YOUR SOUL AND YOU KNOW IT, THEN YOU’VE STILL GOT A SOUL LEFT TO LOSE

I was the dandelion amongst roses. I was never anyone’s first choice–

But nonetheless I still bloomed.
And that was
enough for
me.

I’ve lost so many people. Some I left on purpose and never looked back. Some were taken from me, and I never said goodbye.

'Make friends with people you would travel the world with.'

Spend money. Change your hairstyle. Sell your old clothes and pursue your new style with the money you get from it. Be strong. Be patient. Get drunk if you want to, but not every weekend. Buy a chocolate bar every week when your favorite tv show is on. Take hot baths. Wake up early. Start jogging. Write. Find a friend who will listen to you and don’t stop until you find it. Study. Read. Make your Instagram cool. Write some more. Get that damn piercing. Buy bath bubbles and bath more. Adore your body. Shave, for yourself. Book flights for next spring. Write this day down, write it all down. Cry. Finally feel some homesickness. Learn to be in silence. Learn to stand being alone. Drink lots of coffee. Get ready for christmas. Feel smart at school. Spend a weekend alone. Take lots of selfies. Eat chocolate while watching reality tv-shows. Meditate. Stretch. Learn ballet. Buy overprized coffee. Learn to be with yourself

'Often, it’s not about becoming a new person, but becoming the person you were meant to be, and already are, but don’t know how to be.'

'A year changes you a lot.'

My love for you was a masterpiece and you never really cared much for art.

…] and you are gone, my stranger. ”

“ I cried over beautiful things, knowing no beautiful thing lasts. ”

“ Please don’t make fun when I tell you something true. ”

'Read books. Care about things. Get excited. Try not to be too down on yourself. Enjoy the ever-present game of knowing.'

Like wildflowers; you must allow yourself to grow in all the places people thought you never would.

❝

YOU’LL NEED COFFEE SHOPS AND SUNSETS AND ROAD TRIPS. AIRPLANES AND PASSPORTS AND NEW SONGS AND OLD SONGS, BUT PEOPLE MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE. YOU WILL NEED OTHER PEOPLE AND YOU WILL NEED TO BE THAT OTHER PERSON TO SOMEONE ELSE, A LIVING BREATHING SCREAMING INVITATION TO BELIEVE BETTER THINGS.

PROTECT YOUR EYES FROM SOMETHING THAT CAN POISON YOUR HEART

*slams fist on table* i am too pretty to miss aboy this much!!!

THINKING IS DIFFICULT, THAT’S WHY MOST PEOPLE JUDGE.

GROWING UP IS

LEARNING THAT YOU CANNOT PLAN FOR TOMORROW

AND CHOOSING FREEDOM INSTEAD OF FEAR

❝❝

ONE MUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT OTHERS DON’T SEE WHAT YOU DO.

people have to realize that

• some people are just more sensitive
• some people don’t think the same way
• some have different reasons in doing things
• it’s not all about you

YOU HAVE TURNED YOUR HEART INTO A MUSEUM OF PEOPLE YOU’VE LOVED TO KEEP THEM ALIVE INSIDE YOU.

I finding it so difficult at the moment to find the energy for anything. I am so mentally exhausted and fed up of my surrounds its just draining me of any motivation what so ever. The last few weeks have easily been the most challenging of my life yet. Everything is put to test. Just holding on to anything I have left by my finger tips and I’ve not been awfully successful so far.

I need to do more for me, for my future regardless of other and who may be in it. I need something for me to be proud of and look forward to. I need my own plans. I miss my independence that’s so ‘tragically’ been taken away from me.

I kissed a boy

and I liked it

❝

BE SOFTER WITH YOU.
YOU ARE A BREATHING THING.
A MEMORY TO SOMEON

❝

I WANT EXCITEMENT; AND I DON’T CARE WHAT FORM IT TAKES OR WHAT I PAY FOR IT, SO LONG AS IT MAKES MY HEART BEAT.

❝

NO ONE LIKES CRYING, BUT TEARS WATER OUR SOULS.

❝

ARIES-
SARCASTIC, BRIGHT, LOST. THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILES I’VE EVER SEEN. DON’T KNOW THEIR OWN STRENGTH OR THEIR OWN VALUE. KIND TO THOSE THAT THEY CARE ABOUT.

TAURUS-
CRUEL SOMETIMES, UNBELIEVABLY STUBBORN AND EXTREMELY KIND. UNCOMPROMISING, BAD WITH CHANGE, WILLING TO SETTLE. GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC, GREAT TASTE IN PEOPLE.

GEMINI-
NEEDS REASSURANCE OFTEN, ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP SOMEONE THEY KNOW. HARD WORKERS, STRONG, ATHLETIC, INTELLIGENT. NEVER TRUST THAT THE PEOPLE THEY LOVE ARE GOING TO STAY.

CANCER-
WITHDRAWN WHEN WORRIED, THE BRIGHTEST THING IN THE ROOM WHEN HAPPY. BRIGHT LAUGH, NATURALLY DOWNTURNED LIPS, ISSUES WITH EXPRESSING EMOTION. SILVER TONGUES BUT TERRIBLE AT KEEPING FRIENDS.

LEO-
GOLDEN LIKE THE SUNLIGHT, BLINDING LIKE THE SUN. KIND BUT HARSH, PERFECT HAIR, WILLING TO WORK FOR WHAT THEY HAVE. BEAUTIFUL BUT SOMETIMES UNAPPROACHABLE.

VIRGO-
AWKWARD BUT SWEET, NEVER SEEMS TO SLEEP, LOVES ANIMALS. HARD TO PIN DOWN EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY, OR PHYSICALLY. STRONG, CAPABLE, UNWILLING TO SUGARCOAT ANYTHING FOR ANYONE.

LIBRA-
ATHLETIC, FIERCE, INDEPENDENT. WHEN THEY FALL IN LOVE THEY NEVER REALLY FALL OUT OF IT. A GREAT FRIEND, BEAUTIFUL SMILES, ODD TASTE IN FOOD. WHEN THEY STOP SOMETHING, THEY TEND TO NOT START AGAIN.

SCORPIO-
INTELLIGENT AND DETERMINED, ALL HARD EDGES AND UNCOMPROMISING IDEALS. PHYSICALLY FIT, LIKES TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE, ANIMAL LOVERS. EXTREMELY CLOSE TO THEIR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

SAGITTARIUS-
STRONG PILLARS TO LEAN ON, SUPPORTIVE OF OTHERS, GOOD TEACHERS. POLITE BUT NOT OVERLY KIND, CARING BUT NOT OVERLY INVOLVED. INDEPENDENT, GORGEOUS, EXTREMELY CAPABLE OF DOING BASICALLY ANYTHING.

CAPRICORN-
SOMETIMES TOO MUCH TO HANDLE, EXTREMELY CARING. ALWAYS PUT THEMSELVES FIRST. FEEL THINGS DEEPLY. STRONG EYEBROWS, BRIGHT EYES, BIG LAUGH. VALUES MATERIAL OBJECTS AND FAMILY.

AQUARIUS-
DISLIKES PEOPLE AS A WHOLE, LOVES SELECT INDIVIDUALS FIERCELY AND UNFAILINGLY. HARSH, VERY SMART, MATERIALISTIC. LAZY BUT ONCE THEY DECIDE THEY WANT SOMETHING THEY WILL GO TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH TO GET IT.

PISCES-
DRAMATIC, LOUD, FILLS UP THE WHOLE ROOM WITH THEIR PRESENCE. BAD DAYS ARE REALLY BAD, GOOD DAYS ARE REALLY GOOD, THERE IS NOT OFTEN AN IN BETWEEN. LOVER OF PHILOSOPHY, DEEP THOUGHT, AND BEER.

I just want to get a cute apartment with a cute person and wear nothing but underwear and a big t-shirt or sweater and dance around, cook for each other, make our own movies and record each other while we’re playing, smiling, and laughing, and lay in bed together at night snuggled up warm together so close that we can here each others pulse.

Home alone + bath time + bon iver. I wish there was a wine delivering service :/

❝

DON’T STUMBLE OVER SOMETHING THAT’S BEHIND YOU.

holding hands is so low key exciting

i want to be really healthy and drink green tea and go to bed early and study really hard and get my life in order but then again i kinda don’t care about anything and i just want to drink coffee all the time and ignore sleep and study whenever i feel like it and let myself fall apart twice a week

it seems like the only thing that is truly attracted to my face is acne 

❝

EVERY WORD HAS CONSEQUENCES. EVERY SILENCE, TOO

baby: *cries*
me: *joins in*

How much bad has to happen before the good comes

I don’t like beer but tonight it is my best friend

I think when people ask me for advice deep down they already know what they should do they just dont really want to so they need to hear it from someone else 

❝

6 KEYS TO A GREAT RELATIONSHIP:
- FRIENDSHIP
- FREEDOM
- HONESTY
- TRUST
- UNDERSTANDING

❝

BE LIKE A DUCK, PADDLING AND WORKING VERY HARD INSIDE THE WATER, BUT WHAT EVERYONE SEES IS A SMILING AND CALM FACE

the road to success is under construction

❝

A SOFT WOMAN 

IS SIMPLY A WOLF

CAUGHT IN THE MEDITATION

To avoid getting pimples and various blemishes just saw your entire head off

how are all these math classes going to help me become a new york it girl with a huge wardrobe and a boyfriend in an indie rock band that writes songs about me

• Something I can’t get enough of: dark chocolate, coffee, half moon run and grins from cute boys

Summer; when open windows smell like BBQs and evenings sound like this.

❝

NOSTALGIA IS DENIAL — DENIAL OF THE PAINFUL PRESENT

i wanna be one of those people who does yoga at sunrise and drinks water out of mason jars filled with berries and twigs and shit

if opposites attract why aren’t i covered in hot people right now

❝

AIM ABOVE MORALITY. BE NOT SIMPLY GOOD, BE GOOD FOR SOMETHING.

my mom taught me the therapeutic power of cleaning. open all the windows. throw out the old. wipe down the entire house. burn some incense. roast some coffee. then rest. that way the tears from last night don’t feel as heavy. 

❝

TOMORROW COULD BE THE SOMEDAY YOU’VE BEEN WAITING FOR

PAIN AND SUFFERING ARE ALWAYS INEVITABLE FOR A LARGE INTELLIGENCE AND A DEEP HEART

I am honestly so much more content sitting in my room alone at night smiling and crying to myself as I watch my favorite tv shows, than being out in the uncomfortable situation that involves me pretending to be having the good time of my life with boring people, who don’t know a thing about me, who don’t care about me, who do pointless things. 

Don’t worry my dear, you have the forest running through your veins.

Sometimes you end up never speaking to someone who meant the world to you again. And that’s okay. You cope and you survive. Don’t let your losses keep you back from new gains.

Sometimes you just have to accept the fact that some people only enter your life as a temporary happiness.

I started promising myself to
never stay anywhere I’m not
very much wanted. I have too
many scars to be breaking 
my bones to fit into places
that weren’t made to fit me.

“I think that nudity is beautiful. Sometimes it can be awful, but when it’s beautiful? Cinema is the art about reality; it’s art from reality. In French we say l’art de la realite. You show reality, so you have to show bodies.”

My heart is an unmade bed; 
it might look messy, but I swear 
it’s a safe place to rest.

“ As far as I could see, life demanded skills I didn’t have. ”

Night’s are long and the weight’s heavy. Offer your support to the person next to you. Carry your loved ones; keep them close. Tell them when you need a helping hand too. If there’s anything I learned, it’s that this was never going to be easy; never will be. Open yourself up when you need help the most, and treat the people you don’t know intentionally, with kindness and care. Everyone’s fighting.

“ If it doesn’t break your heart 
It isn’t love 
If it doesn’t break your heart 
It’s not enough ”

“ I hate those nights when I remember everything I want to forget. ”

“ This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something. ”

“ I’m slowly learning that some people aren’t good for me, no matter how much I love them. ”

“ For myself I am too heavy, and for you too light. ”

“ Stay away from the ones you love too much. Those are the ones who will kill you. ”

 My destination is no longer a place, rather a new way of seeing. ”

 All that I wanted then
is forgotten now. ”

 We were. And then we weren’t ”

“ …I long so much to make beautiful things. But beautiful things require effort — and disappointment and perseverance. ”

“ how could you have loved someone if you only remember them for their mistakes? ”

“ I must learn to love the fool in me - the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and crie

“ please don’t forget the songs we listened to or the things we talked about please don’t forget the little inside jokes we had or the laughs we shared please don’t forget my smile or the sound of my voice please don’t forget me ”

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