Would losing me even be a loss for you? // They swear they don’t want to lose you, yet act like they don’t want to keep you. // feels like my stomach is burning but that’s better than my heart aching over somebody who I don’t matter to // Life is short, don’t leave the important words left unsaid.

emotional abuse is when someone does something to hurt you, and when you express your feelings, that you’re upset, they turn it around to be something you did to hurt them and they force you to apologize for it, and your feelings, like always, are rendered invalid and silenced, forever damaging the ability to trust others with your feelings because they always are used against you.
this is important because so many people don’t know this

Getting no message is also a message.
- stuff that took me a while to understand #1


Half Light I

wasted-hopes:and then go diving to find it



Father, thank You for renewing and restoring my mind. I choose to clear out the negative input from my past so I can make room for Your truth. Show me Your love and the good plan You have for me in Jesus’ name. Amen.
— Joel & Victoria Osteen

I didn’t say I liked it. I said it fascinated me. There is a great difference.

I gave up on you. Not because I don’t care anymore, but because I realized that you don’t.

Tell me what you like and I’ll show you what you’ll love

Boys: “i hate spooning cause I always get awkward boners”
Okay. No. Shut up. I’m purposely pushing my butt into your crotch so you get a boner. It’s fun. Boners are fun. If you get one, grab my hips and pull them closer to you. Please.
This girl just told the world our secret reason for loving spooning.

It felt like heaven when you kissed me so I ignored all the times you put me through hell.

 you speak like god but you act like the devil  

John Green, Paper Towns

George Orwell, 1984

  • person: wow you drink so much water, you're so healthy!!
  • me: i cry so much i gotta stay hydrated

a sentence
will always look
like poetry
if you
hit enter
a lot

It’s important to make friendships that are deeper than gossiping and drinking and smoking and going out.
Make friends who you can go get breakfast with, make friends you can cry with, make friends who support your life goals and believe in you.

Do you ever start telling your parents a funny story but then you remember what happened was illegal

This is the best one I’ve ever seen.




maybe in another life

A true relationship is two imperfect people refusing to give up on each other.

Be gentle.
Fill yourself up with love instead of hate. Fill yourself up with art, books, knowledge, experiences. surround yourself with people who have nothing but love to give. 
These things are important. they will help you learn how to love.

to all of those having a bad day, and feeling like they can’t make it through: have a shower, get dressed even if it’s just sweatpants, have a bite to eat, even if it’s a fruit or cereal or your favourite snack. Only do as much as you can. If you need a day to rest, take a day to rest. You can do this, and no matter what I still love you

I just want to pour my soul out on someone and not have to worry about the mess I’ve made.

Would losing me even be a loss for you?



ordering pizza

this is what i do everytime and then last time i did it i got a call from an old chinese man saying “i’m the only one working is it ok if i come”
he got a $20 tip

really fucking sucks when the other person’s feelings change and yours don’t

“you’re up early!”
jokes on you i didn’t sleep at all and am in between energized and dying

texting my ex

I’m not that girlfriend who is going to go through your phone every time I see you to make sure you aren’t cheating. I’m also not the type to not let you go out with friends because I don’t trust you. I’m not here to take over you life, I’m here to make you happy and to be there by your side through every decision, obstacle, and most importantly to see you grow in so many ways. BUT DAMN I DARE A MOTHER FUCKER TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME

knowledge is knowing that a tomato is a fruit
wisdom is not putting it in a fruit salad 
That was deep
philosophy is wondering if that means ketchup is a smoothie
That was deeper.
common sense is knowing that ketchup isn’t a damn smoothie you nasty

Go to a coffee shop. Sit by the bar with the glass windows and look out. Look at all the people running to catch a train. All the girls with one too many shopping bags. All the couples too in love to care. Then you’ll see it — a bit of yourself in everyone. And somehow, sitting alone in a coffee shop had never felt so good

I babysit for a girl who use to think her mom’s name was “my love” because her dad said it so often to her and that’s just freaking cute I can’t

I am done with the past, the future has plenty of room for change.


“Love doesn’t aways last forever. 
but regret does”
journal entry 04/01/15

You said I was the girl of your dreams; I guess you decided to wake up

Be so busy loving your own life that you have no time for hate, regret or fear.

When people treat you like they don’t care, believe them.

Her eyes said more than words can say.
- (via difficult)

I think relationships in general are over romanticized like at the end of the day I’m pretty sure a good relationship is just two people who know how to hang out and talk to each other not whether or not they can right all your wrongs or paint a picture of a thousand suns with the breath from your lungs or some shit

There are some people in your life you’ll never stop loving …


everything personal

Which do you want: the pain of staying where you are, or the pain of growth?

one of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there

It is a mark of maturity when someone hurts you, and you try to understand them.

I really do miss what we almost had.

Second chances are so valuable. They can make or break everything.

  • learn to unapologetically say no.
  • read, read, read, read. read
  • write more. write about everything.
  • pick up your camera again
  • tell more stories 
  • keep ur skin moisturized
  • appreciate every square centimeter of ur body
  • don’t give a shit about what others think of u
  • be patient. be thankful. 
  • life is not a competition. stop treating it like one.
  • have more solo dance parties in ur room


indie blog

do you ever get in those moods where you don’t feel like reading and you don’t feel like being on the internet and you don’t feel like watching a show and you don’t feel like sleeping and you don’t feel like existing in general

Never forget the reason you left

I love when you become so close with someone that you can see parts of each other in one another and you begin to say the same things and steal lines from one another and have a similar sense of humor and can exchange an inside joke with just a glance you don’t even have to talk because you have such a strong connection with them and you can sit in comfortable silence but also talk for hours it’s really hard to find that kind of compatibility

If I can’t touch your butt whenever and raise a dog with you, you’re not my type.

  • Less being sorry 
  • More being naked
  • More accepting of myself 
  • Less accepting of bullshit 
  • Less surviving 
  • More living

Do not look where you fell, but where you slipped.

Spend a little more time trying to make something of yourself & a little less time trying to impress people.



People get bored and then they do reckless things. It’s how the world works.

Don’t ever feel bad for making a decision that upsets other people. You are not responsible for their happiness. You are responsible for your happiness.

Don’t let the fear of what could happen make nothing happen.


Natalie Dormer

* | via Tumblr


a human year = 7 dog years
a dog is a man’s best friend
7 is God’s favorite number
dog is God backwards
This isn't a useless coincidence




sex / love / romance blog  just a few make-out tips

A year ago we stayed up till 3 am talking
And today I don’t know how to even say hey

Wake me up at 3am just to tell me that I’m not close enough. Wake me again at 7am because we need to get ready for the day. Once more at 7:15 because we both know I don’t do mornings. Tell me about the dream you had last night while we have toast and orange juice. I’m tired as hell but I hear and feel every single word that you say. Ask me how I slept because you feel like you’ve been talking for too long. My answer is always the same when you ask, sleeping next to you is heavenly. Apologize for waking me up at 3 while I assure you that it’s okay and that I’m so glad that you did, then rally in your stubborn persistence the notion that it was out of line. Start explaining how wrong it was. You won’t get very far into your rant because I need to kiss you. Not only to stop you from being ridiculous but because I love you so much more than I can express with words. So please, wake me up at 3am so I can pull you closer and kiss you softly. “I love you endlessly” will be my sleepy response each time; as those four words are the only ones that can even come close to explaining my feelings for you.

No, friendship is NOT about “supporting your friends even when you know they’re wrong.”
That’s not friendship. That’s being an enabler. That’s being an accomplice.
Friendship is loving someone enough to tell them to stop being a goddamn idiot before they ruin their lives.

Life has many ways of testing a person’s will, either by having nothing happen at all or by having everything happen all at once.

Never chase anyone. A person who appreciates you will walk with you.


mostly nature




Life is beautiful. Notice it.

The signs’ deepest needs
Aries - Action
Taurus - Comfort
Gemini - Communication
Cancer - Nurturer
Leo - Elation
Virgo - Production
Libra - Harmony
Scorpio - Transformation
Sagittarius - Adventure
Capricorn - Management
Aquarius - Knowledge
Pisces - Understanding

You haven’t healed, I can tell from how cruel you are.


“come back and haunt you” that hit me

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