"I wanted so badly for you to stay, I thanked you every time you hurt me.""I’ve never heard something louder than the silence between us."

feelings are so complicated i don’t know if i like you or i’m just bored

Same sex couples shouldn’t be able to adopt because their kids will get bullied for having two moms or two dads”

hey

instead of not allowing same sex couples to adopt

maybe you should teach your little shitty kids not to bully





"I THOUGHT YOU WOULD CATCH ME"

"NEVER LET THEM TAKE WHAT YOU’RE NOT WILLING TO GIVE."

"Maybe we just lived between hurting and healing."

"I RUINED MYSELF FOR A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT WERENT EVEN WORTH IT"



"TEACH ME HOW YOU CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT KNOWING YOU BROKE ME."







And no matter how much I missed you or how much pain I was in. I never would have erased everything we ever had. Even if I was drowning in grief, I’d rather hang on to every moment that I ever held you or every laugh that I ever heard, every shred of happiness that we ever had. I would rather spend every moment in agony than erase the memory of you.

When I think of us, it comes in fast paced flashbacks. I remember laying next to you though and how I couldn’t keep my hands off of your face, studying it so I wouldn’t forget. Your features, your lips, your eyes, your little bumps and moles. I didn’t want to forget and I haven’t. The thing is, I’ve been so petrified of bumping into you. I feel like the further away I get to the day I last saw you, the closer I get to the day I bump into you. But I don’t need to bump into you to remember you. I’ll never forget you. I’ll never forget my first love.





























EVERYONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE BUT NOT FOR THE SAME MISTAKE"



"ANGRY, AND HALF IN LOVE WITH YOU, AND TREMENDOUSLY SORRY, I TURNED AWAY."





"I’VE BEEN TOLD THAT WHEN YOU HAVE TOO MUCH OF SOMETHING IT CAN BE BAD FOR YOU. LIKE TOO MUCH ALCOHOL CAN DAMAGE MY LIVER AND DRUGS CAN KILL MY BRAIN CELLS BUT I THINK THE WORST KILLING IS MY HEART BREAKING BECAUSE I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU BUT THEN YOU HURT AND LEFT ME, I GUESS I NEEDED YOU IN MODERATION BUT IT’S TOO LATE NOW"

"THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD CANNOT BE SEEN OR TOUCHED, THEY ARE FELT WITH THE HEART."

"SHE WAS THE HEART IN YOUR HEARTBREAK
SHE WAS THE MISS IN YOUR MISTAKE
AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU TAKE,
YOU’RE NEVER GOING TO FORGET
SHE WAS THE TEAR IN A RAINSTORM,
SHE WAS THE PROMISE THAT YOU WOULD’VE SWORN
AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY,
IT’S NEVER GONNA COME BACK."

"AS BAD AS IT WAS, AS BAD AS IT HURT, I THANK GOD I DIDN’T GET WHAT I THOUGHT I DESERVED."





"FAILURE IS SIMPLY THE OPPORTUNITY TO BEGIN AGAIN. THIS TIME MORE INTELLIGENTLY."



"I SPEND MY NIGHTS
FEELING THE SAME AS LAST NIGHT
AND WORRYING ABOUT TOMORROW NIGHT."



IT’S JUST.. NOBODY’S EVER LOOKED AT ME THE WAY YOU JUST DID."

"THAT’S WHEN I UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE BEEN STAINED. WHETHER I’M STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM, WHETHER HE WAS EVER IN LOVE WITH ME, AND NO MATTER WHO HE’S IN LOVE WITH NOW, HE CHANGED MY LIFE. HE SHOWED ME HOW TO GET LOST, AND THEN I SHOWED 


"TODAY, I LOOKED INTO HIS EYES, AND FORGOT YOUR NAME."

"My biggest mistake was making my recovery about someone else, not about me."

"I didn’t lose him. He was never mine to lose.

 he left because he changed, not because you did."

"The hardest words to say are, “I’ll see you soon,” when you know that you can’t promise that."

"your lips tasted like poison.

so i kissed you again."

"I’ve come to terms with the fact that I will always love you, but that doesn’t mean I ever want to speak to you again

To the man in the blue car who passed us on the highway in the middle of the night, tell me more. Where was your GPS leading you to? Are looking for something? Perhaps, you’re running away. Tell me, what was the name of the first person you ever loved? Did they break your heart? Did you break their’s? Do you ever find yourself feeling insignificant when you look up at the stars?

To the man in the blue car who passed us on the highway in the middle of the night, tell me, what are you looking for? Are you still driving?

"Dear You,

I met someone wonderful. He makes me forget you. I know nothing will come of it, but it’s still something rather beautiful."

"You were always my constant, but I was only ever a variable to you.

"I thought you were my sunshine; truth is, I was blinded, and didn’t see that you were actually an eclipse."

"I don’t miss you, I miss feeling loved."

"You caused me so much pain, and I want to hate you so badly, but I can’t forget about all the times you made me feel as though I was made of sunshine."

"Looking back, I finally see that loving you, was just another form of self destruction."

You ripped out my heart, and I apologized for getting blood on your shirt."

"I loved you with every part of me. Thing is, I’m a different person now."

"I was so busy putting you first, I ended up putting myself second."

"I hope when you kiss her, your mind goes quiet, and when you hold her, you feel as though you’re holding the universe. I pray that when you look into her eyes, you see the brightest future. I hope she gives you everything I was never able to."

Note to self: Even poison can be sweet sometimes."

Every time you looked into my eyes,
you told me you saw the whole universe.


I wonder if you ever look up at the stars,
and think about the night
you stopped loving me.

"

"You were my “once upon a time,” but I wasn’t you “happily ever after."

 he wasn’t the one, he was an illusion.

never let anyone become your light, because, eventually, you’ll end up in the dark. Be your own light."

"What hurts more than anything, is that I wasn’t even worth a goodbye."

"I yearn for hands that have never held me."

"It’s been eight months, and there isn’t a day that passes by that you don’t cross my mind."

"Courage is the most dangerous device for someone who doesn’t have anything left to lose."

"The darker the skies,

the brighter the stars."

"Don’t let your memory of him paint a pretty picture over all the pain he caused you.

"Even after everything you’ve done to me, I still turned you into my greatest masterpiece."

"You were the star of my life. A constant, little flicker of hope that radiated through the darkness. Then, you left. And just like a star, it wasn’t until eight minutes later that I knew you were even gone."

it’s okay to go to that dark place, you just have to remember to come back to the light."

you made it, and you did it without him."

"You never loved me.

You loved having a sense of purpose;

you loved being the hero."

The bitter taste of the goodbye you never said still lingers on my tongue, and I can still hear your sickeningly sweet words in the middle of the night as the wind whispers them into my ear. There are still people who question why my words are not laced with disgust when I speak of you. There is no correct response to their questions besides, “you weren’t there.” They weren’t there when you gave me hope, and reminded me that life always goes on. They didn’t hear every “I love you,” “please don’t ever give up,” and “you’re worth it.” You helped me save myself, showing me that I can do this on my own. Even though I miss you, and the hole in my chest continues to grow everyday you’re not here, I’ve finally realized that you did keep your promise, you gave me forever; you see, because of you, I won’t give up, and I will go on to leave my mark on the world, and it will last—forever."

—"Forever" (148/365) by (DS)

"I followed you like the
vikings followed the stars.

Turns out you were 

just a broken compass."

"To you, I was just another project to fix.
A metaphor to write about.
A quest to conquer.

It was never about love,
it was about you having

a sense of purpose."

"You’re the reason
I’m still fighting.

I want to show
you that you’re
wrong."

—(141/365) by (DS)

"You’re a disease,
and I refuse to take 

my medication."

If this were a love story,
you would still be here,
and I wouldn’t be a mess.
If this were a love story,
my heart wouldn’t ache,
and I wouldn’t be wondering
if you’re missing me too.
But this isn’t a love story,
and I’m not your
happily ever after.

I never was.

"You mustn’t look for beauty;

you have create it,

you have be part of it."

"You’re not allowed to pick and choose
when you want to care about me.

You either care,

or you don’t."

"I don’t think I can handle goodbye."

"i. I laughed a little bit harder.
ii. My chest felt a little bit lighter.
iii. I thought about the future. I wasn’t scared.
iv. My voice didn’t quiver.

v. I didn’t want to be anywhere else than where I was."

"This isn’t goodbye,
this isn’t the end;

this is merely so long

until we meet again."

You’re many things to me.
You’re my ‘what if,’
my ‘could have been,’
and my ‘best friend.’
You’re the one who built me
back up, tentatively putting
all the pieces in their rightful place,
only to turn around and shatter me.
You’re the one who
left without a goodbye,
without a warning,
and without some much
as a second thought.
You’re my everything,
and my nothing,
but you will never be

a mistake.

"I never thought I’d be going on this adventure without you."

"I feel as though I’m drowning,

and I have forgotten how to swim."

Once upon a time, nothing hurt and
everything was beautiful.
Once upon a time, my eyes were
as bright as the moon.
Once upon a time, you loved me.
Once upon a time, my chest didn’t
ache, and it wasn’t hard to breathe.
Once upon a time, life was beautiful.
Once upon a time—
there is no once upon a time,
because that means my story
has come to an end;
darling,
my story is just beginning—

and so is yours.

"I wish I could have
at least told you
goodbye;

but I didn’t know there
was a goodbye

to be said."

"What hurts more than anything—
more than your abandonment,
more than the painful memories—
is the fact that I made so little
of an impact on your life,
you’re able to go on
as though I was 

never apart of it."

"People would say,
“Oh, don’t worry,
it’s their loss for
leaving. It’s them
not you.”

And then,

they left too."

why must a man lose everything to find out what he wants?

FALL FOR HIM BUT NEVER CHASE HIM, NEVER."

"I CAN’T FUCKING SHARE SOMEONE, GOD DAMMIT I’M ONE SELFISH PERSON. I WANT ONE PERSON ALL TO MY SELF, THEIR LAUGHS AND TEARS, I WANT TO BE THE FIRST PERSON THEY TELL WHEN SOMETHING HAPPENS, GOOD AND BAD, I WANT TO PISS THEM OFF AT 2PM, MAKE UP FOR IT AT 6PM, AND TO SAVE THEM AT 2AM. I NEED SOME ONE ALL TO MY SELF OR NOT AT ALL."

ATTENTION IS THE RAREST AND PUREST FORM OF GENEROSITY."

"PEOPLE WHO WORRY A LOT TEND TO BE BETTER PLANNERS."

"I HOPE YOU FIND ME SOMEDAY"

"I’M AFRAID THAT IF YOU LOOK AT A THING LONG ENOUGH, IT LOSES ALL OF ITS MEANING"

"EVENTUALLY SOULMATES MEET, FOR THEY HAVE THE SAME HIDING PLACE."

FOR EVERY GIRL WITH A BROKEN HEART, THERE’S A BOY WITH A GLUE GUN."

"I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU LIKE I DID. THAT’S NOT BITTER, OR RESENTFUL, IT’S JUST THE TRUTH."

AND DID YOU MISS ME WHILE YOU WERE LOOKING FOR YOURSELF OUT THERE 

"I STILL CHECK YOUR LAST SEEN."

AND MAYBE WE GOT LOST IN TRANSLATION MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH, BUT MAYBE THIS THING WAS A MASTERPIECE ´TIL YOU TORE IT ALL UP. RUNNING SCARED, I WAS THERE, I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL. AND YOU CALLED ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST I’M A CRUMBLED UP PIECE OF PAPER LYING HERE CAUSE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL 

"EVERY TIME I’M TRYING TO MOVE ON PEOPLE ALWAYS ASK ME WHAT I’M RUNNING FROM, BUT NEVER THOUGHT TO ASK WHAT I’M RUNNING TO. THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH CLOSING DOORS THAT NO LONGER LEAD SOMEWHERE."

"They only listen if your pain is beautiful."