I just want to undress her, see if she has wings // "Once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return."


Confessions of a Fit Girl



'I wonder if I crossed your mind today'

'You realize that sometimes friends don’t need to be perfect, some are always there and that’s just more than enough.'

'What is it that really makes us, us? It’s our collective intelligence. It’s our ability to write things down, our language and our consciousness.'

I lost myself for a night 

There’s a thing that we search for
but never can find.
Out of sight
and out of my mind.
There’s a feeling inside us
that we can’t define.
Hidden within us,
buried by time.
There’s a beauty we feel
rather than see,
not what we look like
but what we could be.
There’s a chance that was taken
by one long ago.
Captured and kept
in the seeds that we sow.
There’s a future we’re seeking
though we will part ways,
And you’ll be my biggest dream
‘til the end of my days.

'Beauty in things exists in the mind which contemplates them.'



c a l m v h i b e s

Boys with gentle hearts and strong hands. Those are the boys you wanna marry.

saying you don’t care isn’t empowering or tough, but caring is

'Love isn’t something you can turn off. When it happens, it takes a little piece of who you are. I think sometimes people keep fighting because they’re more afraid to lose that piece of them, rather than lose the person they love.'

'It’s safe to be in love with someone you know you’ll never have. Nothing is really risked when you know you can’t lose. He was a distraction, an excuse, and a friend. No more, no less.'

'If I were to pick anyone to fall in love with me, I wouldn’t pick an extremely hot guy, or my crush, I think it’d finally be the time when I picked myself over everyone.'

'I guess you could call it a “failure”, but I prefer the term “learning experience”'

'SHE was beautiful. Every part of her defined beauty. The way she appropriately dressed, and her taste in music. The way she believed that she wasn’t beautiful even if everyone contradicted her because she wasn’t full of herself. HE was also beautiful, but in a different way, he had the face of an angel, but the heart of a fiend, nonetheless, they balanced each other out, what a beautiful dysfunctional couple…'


'Your eyes were just eyes when I first met you. I didn’t familiarize them, or give it a second glance. Eye contact was just a normal part of the conversation.. But then I began to love you. In loving you, I found reasons to love you even more. Suddenly your eyes weren’t just eyes. They were brown and it became my favorite shade. I loved the way they crinkled when you laughed or softened when you began to cried. I loved the way you looked at me. Those eyes, weren’t just eyes anymore. They knew every inch of my soul.'

'Souls recongnize eachother by the way they feel, not by the way they look.'

'Let things come and go. The things that are meant to stay will stay.'

'Darling, never settle. Never settle for a love that’s skinny, that does not cut through deep. You should tremble at the very sight of it, the way their skin sinks against yours. You should have an inner war within you everyday, telling yourself why you should be with them- why you should fight to be with them. Every damn day. And that no matter what happens- they would choose you among anything else, that there would be no boundaries, no reasons, no logic behind it. You would both be walking in a sidewalk, a train station, in a sea of people yet you will always find your way back to each other. Until then, wait. Wait for someone who would never give up on you no matter how tough everything gets. The kind of love that would never let you go- because it was never an option for them. You were never an option. Never settle. Never settle for anything less than what you deserve.'


'I’m picturing us on rooftops
in strange cities,
with strange people,
and us.
Always us.'

'You were my past, I live for the present.'


'My past has not defined me, destroyed me, deterred me, or defeated me; it has only strengthened me.'



'To see a spark in her eyes, I would have put myself on fire.'

I hope you wake up early enough in the morning to put on your favorite outfit and make your favorite breakfast. I hope you find your skin clear and hair healthy. I hope you’re content with the way your body looks. I hope you find happiness in small things today. I hope that, even with your ups and downs, you are content with yourself.

'Most of the cruelty in the world is just misplaced energy.'

My only relationship goal is to be with someone who motivates me to become a better person and shows me the potential I don’t see in myself

'Here’s the thing you never understood about me: I’m able to be happy no matter the circumstances because that is how I choose to live my life. My happiness does not depend on a singular person or group of people, I choose to be happy because that’s what I want to be. I’m not happy because of you and just because I’m not with you does not mean I’m going to stop being happy. It doesn’t mean I haven’t gone through my fair share of grief, because I have, it’s that I choose not to let it rule my life'

'I am not scared of you hurting me I am calmed because you just might heal me.'


'Words left unspoken and unwritten are at times, still under construction, waiting for the right time and place to be revealed.'

'You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life.'

'I find that a duck’s opinion of me is very much influenced over whether or not I have bread.'

'I am made and remade continually. Different people draw different words from me.'

'One of the risks of being quiet is that other people can fill your silence with their own interpretation: You’re bored. You’re depressed. You’re shy. You’re stuck up. You’re judgmental. When others can’t read us, they write their own story—not always one we choose or that’s true to who we are.'

'We love because it’s the only true adventure.'

'It is always important to know when something has reached its end. Closing circles, shutting doors, finishing chapters, it doesn’t matter what we call it; what matters is to leave in the past those moments in life that are over.'

Let go of how you thought your life should be & embrace the life that is trying to work its way into your consciousness



“Somebody once said we never know what is enough until we know what’s more than enough.”
—Billie Holiday

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Psychology says, being sad with the right people is better than being happy with the wrong ones.



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c o a s t i a h

“When do you know it’s over? That you’ve really lost them this time?”
“It’s in the silence. At least when they’re throwing curses at you like it’s second nature and screaming how much they hate you, you know that some part of them still cares. Some part of them still cares enough to feel something for you; even if it is love twisted into hate. But when they stop yelling and they lose the fire in their eyes, you’ve lost them. When it goes quiet they’ve given up - they’ve gone.”






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Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.

When you photograph people in color, you photograph their clothes. But when you photograph people in Black and white, you photograph their souls!”

More people are concerned with why women stay in abusive relationships than why men are abusing women



please take pictures of your friends. take pictures of your friends when they laugh, and when they are happy. And when they are sad, too. Take pictures of them partying, studying, eating, or sleeping in your bed. Take pictures of their new hair color, or new shoes, take pictures of them while they roll their first cigarette, and take pictures of their last, when they quit smoking. take pictures of your friends just being themselves. Tell them they are beautiful all the time you think it. They may dislike these pictures now. but  one day, very very far from this year, they will be thankful



When you send a girl home from school because her shorts or too short, or her clothing is immodest, you are telling her that hiding her body is more important than her education. You are telling her that making sure the boys have a distraction-free learning environment is more important than her education. In a way, you’re telling her that the boys are more entitled to an education than she is, and that isn’t acceptable.

"I like change because it makes you think about how things were before when you never thought about them

You cannot change the past or revisit memories; they lay invisible in the fibres of my mind and are often used for comparisons. Always about boys. Other boys. My head is always filled with girls and boys who I want to be part of or be like. I never wanted to be like you I just liked having you. I loved you like a steady healthy pulse that kept beating and beating and beating until I was bored and you got upset and hurt. And we were badly behaved the pair of us together. The pouring rain and taxi rides with slipped fingers. The grass and swimming pools we rolled around in, naked and unrelenting. I screamed and used up all the salt water in my eyes for hours, lying on the floor, when I thought I had lost you, when I thought it was all over. We grew apart but our roots stayed together, varying leaves of the same plant, adjusted to its individual environment. It’s only when all the colours match or don’t match at all that it starts to make sense to me; everything else is nonsense. You and I; both nonsense. No sense. No sense to any of it.  Anything that I want or you want has already been given to us. But now I am left empty, half filled up by promises and demotivation, half filled up by a tasteless liquid –


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