A few years back I would love to be single. I enjoyed my life, I went to parties, I used to kiss guys like it was just game, but things changed,I’ve changed. After a few years I saw how good it feels to actually have someone. I would never trade the feeling of safety when you’re having someone in your life. The moments when you’re just the two of you, the moments when you actually belong to someone. Even if someone can call it boring, it’s the most beautiful feeling in the world. Just staying at home with someone you love, doing boring things, like watching a movie, or cooking. These are the things I most enjoyed, the boring moments, when you feel so comfortable with him that you stop caring if your hair is messy, or that you’re not wearing make-up. The fact that he just kisses your forehead and he still sees you beautiful even if you’re all messy is like perfect.
I’m not going to let myself fall in love until people stop reminding me of you.
I know it’s stupid,“ she says, “and I say stupid things when I’m tired, but I think you could have loved me. I think I could have loved you back.