And even if we never talk again, please remember that I am forever changed by who you are and what you’ve meant to me.

"It’s always been hard for me to tell the difference between denial and what used to be known as hope."

"We were all born on days when too many people died in terrible ways, but you still have to call it a birthday."

"We are torn between a nostalgia for the familiar and an urge for the foreign and strange. As often as not, we are homesick most for the places we have never known."

my life is basically a series of making to do lists but never actually completing anything on them

i sometimes start to make a text post, but suddenly realise its pointless and give up on it just like the rest of my hopes and dreams

exams have not even started but I am already so done with them

can i win the award for wasting the most time because i think i deserve it

i care about the dumbest things honestly

you’re hotter than the bottom of my laptop

just as everything starts to get better, it gets worse.

can u hear that
it’s the sound of me not caring



"Do you love me enough that I may be weak with you? Everyone loves strength, but do you love me for my weakness? That is the real test."







"In the space between yes and no, there’s a lifetime. It’s the difference between the path you walk and one you leave behind; it’s the gap between who you thought you could be and who you really are"

I figured out that I can’t forget. I can’t really forgive. But I can live. Live with it. Like you live with a scar or a limp or whatever. You always know it’s there. It reminds you never to let yourself do anything so stupid and horrible and wrong again. I step out of my rut, step again, and keep stepping."

We must not allow the clock and the calendar to blind us to the fact that each moment of life is a miracle and a mystery.

You’re still going to get criticized, so you might as well do whatever the fuck you want.


When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.



I’m not fine as in fine, but fine as in you don’t have to worry about me."

"What a terrible thing it is to wound someone you really care for, and to do it so unconsciously."

The ones who look the most suspicious are likely innocent. It’s the ones who look innocent I need to beware."

"Haven’t we already broken every rule

Our love is like a knife that cuts both ways"

"Never put the keys to your happiness in someone else’s pocket."

"We are the breakers of our own hearts"

"Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great."

"There are many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts broken by love, but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream - whatever that dream might be."

"You have my whole heart. You always did."

'

"I can see myself as a sad memory crossing your mind in a bad afternoon."

i need to know that there are other people like you out there

"When we are dreaming alone it is only a dream. When we are dreaming with others, it is the beginning of reality."

"I opened my mouth, almost said something. Almost. The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had. But I didn’t."

"Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say ‘My tooth is aching’ than to say ‘My heart is broken.’"

"My love for you has no strings attached. I love you for free."

"Why can’t I try on different lives, like dresses, to see which one fits best?"

"I know how miserable you must be, and I would give ten years of my life to be there to kiss your sweet lips good night."

"I didn’t know words could be so heavy."

"I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it."

"Time is the longest distance between two places."

"I want in fact more of you. In my mind I am dressing you with light; I am wrapping you up in blankets of complete acceptance and then I give myself to you. I long for you; I who usually long without longing, as though I am unconscious and absorbed in neutrality and apathy, really, utterly long for every bit of you."

"I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion."

"It isn’t possible to love and part. You will wish that it was. You can transmute love, ignore it, muddle it, but you can never pull it out of you. I know by experience that the poets are right: love is eternal."

"You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, 

"I notice everything, but especially you."

"I love you and it’s getting worse."

"There is nothing more truly artistic than to love people."

"I’m not fascinated by people who smile all the time. What I find interesting is the way people look when they are lost in thought, when their face becomes angry or serious, when they bite their lip, the way they glance, the way they look down when they walk, when they are alone and smoking a cigarette, when they smirk, the way they half smile, the way they try and hold back tears, the way when their face says they want to say something but can’t, the way they look at someone they want or love… I love the way people look when they do these things. It’s… beautiful."

"One by one I drowned all the people I’d been."

"And at some point the struggle becomes too much, too tiring, and you consider letting go, allowing tragedy or whatever to happen."

I never had you,
but yet I feel so lonely without you."

"You are mysterious, I love you. You’re beautiful, intelligent, and virtuous, and that’s the rarest known combination."

"How much of human life is lost in waiting."

"Everything depends on how near you sleep to me."

"Maybe you are searching among the branches, for what only appears in the roots.

i want to drink the sky
and become drunk enough
to tell you the truth."

"They call you heartless; but you have a heart and I love you for being ashamed to show it.

"I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that’s natural and that’s real."

Some days I just look ugly no matter how hard I try.

"The little things… there’s nothing bigger, is there?"

"I miss you all the time, and I think of you all the time. You consume my heart and you eat away at my soul."

you’ve got 99 problems and 86 of them are completely made up scenarios in your head that you’re stressing about for absolutely no logical reason

How can you say you love one person when there are ten thousand people in the world that you would love more if you ever met them? But you’ll never meet them. All right, so we do the best we can. Granted. But we must still realize that love is just the result of a chance encounter."

"Don’t take anything personally. Nothings others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.

"It’s not how you’re hurting that makes you unique, it’s how you heal."

This is all I know:
I’ll never apologize
for loving too much."

im staying up all night so you should say hi heh heh heh

"Missing someone is like hearing
a name sung quietly from somewhere
behind you. Even after you know
no one is there, you keep looking back
until on a silver afternoon like this
you find yourself breathing just enough
to make a small dent in the air."

"Sometimes you laugh because you’ve got no more room for crying"

"I love you not as something private and personal, which is my own, but as something universal and worthy of love which I have found."

People hurt each other all the time just by being. What matters is that when you hurt someone, you do what you can to make it right."

"I hate this little town. It’s so small, too small. Everything about it is small. The people here have small ideas. Small dreams. They all want to marry each other and live forever… I want to leave as soon as I can."

"Your only problem, perhaps, is that you scream without letting yourself cry."

call me a bra because i’m here to support you and touch your boobs

send me naked pictures of your personality 

i hope they use comic sans on your gravestone

"It seemed like someone was always leaving someone, like that’s the way the world worked—people were born and people died, people left and people came. It was like the world was saying you can’t have everything you want at the same time.

i’ve got 99 problems and 300 of them are math 

"I always find it more difficult to say the things I mean than the things I don’t."

Wisdom: what we learn after we know it all.

Let’s take care of the little things while they’re still little.

She could know the truth, accept it, and keep on quilting.

I have to say something to you right now. I have to tell the whole truth. I lied to you and I lied to me. I hid it from you because I hid it from me.

I’ve lived my life again just telling it to you.

"The things I was saying followed logically the things that I had said before, yet bore no relation to what I was thinking and feeling."

"Not all possibilities are open to us. The world is finite; our hopes spill over its rim."

"Tell me what it’s like,
to forget someone you’ve loved.
Every time I try,
I just remember better…
as if forgetting is
another way to undress you,
another way to lay you down
and lose myself in you."

Sometimes,’ he sighed, ‘I think the things I remember are more real than the things I see.’

She was saying goodbye and she didn’t even know it.

He killed himself for wanting to live.

Mistakes, mistakes, it’s all I seem capable of at times.

I could introduce myself properly, but it’s not really necessary. You will know me well enough and soon enough, depending on a diverse range of variables.

Those who don’t build must burn.

Sometimes it’s hard to believe the sun’s the same sun over all different parts of the planet.

You cannot kill what is already dead.

You can be shaped, or you can be broken. There is not much in between.

And I try to deny it, the feeling, ignore it, because I fear it more than anything.

I wasn’t trying to hurt myself. I was trying to kill myself. There’s a difference.

I’d tell you all you want and more, if the sounds I made could be what you hear.

This, I thought, is the end. One way or another, this is gonna be the end.

It’s comforting to know that bad feelings have a purpose.

This was not an ending anyone would have wanted for him, but it was the one he had chosen.

"Every star may be a sun to someone."

i solve my problems by blatantly ignoring them and going on the internet

My favorite studying method is crying

 

"…sometimes my hand starts to burn and I am convinced we are writing the same word at the same moment."

"Sometimes people have nothing to say because they’re too empty. And sometimes people have nothing to say because they’re too full." 

how dare you ignore me when i think youre cute

I hate not knowing where I stand with people

Some days I can go nearly an hour
without thinking of the taste
of your mouth.

Don’t lose yourself just because you found somebody.

Life is a mystery to be lived, not a problem to be solved.



You’ve changed so much that I forgot how you used to be.

It takes a lot to still believe in people.

What people are ashamed of usually makes a good story.

Once you get to know me, I’m not really that nice.— Snejana Onopka


Most people think happiness is about gaining something, but it’s not. It’s all about getting rid of the darkness you accumulate.

You can’t find intimacy—you can’t find home—when you’re always hiding behind masks. Intimacy requires a certain level of vulnerability. It requires a certain level of you exposing your fragmented, contradictory self to someone else. You running the risk of having your core self rejected and hurt and misunderstood.




But I have my life, I’m living it. It’s twisted, exhausting, uncertain, and full of guilt, but nonetheless, there’s something there.

DAILY REMINDER THAT IT’S OKAY TO HATE THE PEOPLE WHO’VE TREATED YOU BADLY AND IT DOESN’T MAKE YOU A BAD PERSON

"I want to keep my dreams, even bad ones, because without them, I might have nothing all night long." 

We’re good at hiding. I’ve noticed this often with people, tucking away what they care for the most. For years, I’ve just been a watcher. People tell you the strange things when you talk to them for long enough. The words seem to weave something within that space between two people.